hell yeah

ati sedih tkda sapa leh bntu

2011-02-06T02:21:00.002+08:00

ati aku sgt sedih,mari kite msuk blk dlm kpompong yg lama,slma 2 tahun aku igin brubah,ad org yg dpt ubah idup aku,rupanya ako yg syok sndri,branikn dri dekat ngn org,sedih dri aku tktau ako nk describe mcm mne,bia lah ako sorg2 yg mrapu kt sni,aku mmrlukn medium ntk ako lepaskn sgala2 nya,sblm aku mmbuat kputusn yg lebih mrosakkn idup aku,tpi ntah la,mcm trskt n trbuku kt dada n ati nih ntk ako luahkn kt sni

WHO ARE U??I AM LUCIFER
WHERE DID U COME??I CAME FROM HELL
WHY DID U COME HERE??GIVE HELL TO EVERYBODY

I DONT GIVE A DAMN FUCK!!!!!!!!

for the rest of my life

2010-08-18T16:12:00.003+08:00

tyme2 crik2 lagu kt utube,trpana skjp kt lgu nih,mcm best,elok le bln2 pose dgr lgu cmnih,pastu trus jdi ilham mcm nk buat video,pastu mse ngh2 chat ngn my bby,edit le vdeo nih....siap sudahluve u bby.....
this song was dedidate for u..

tahap kelaparan yg melampau

2010-08-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

Ako lapar,lapar gle2,smlm buke mmg x mkn,rini smbg trus smpai buke mlm ni,kire wat combo trus,pwot da sakit2
tpi ape leh buat,bulan pose thn jelaaa......

WHY??KENAPE??WHY??KNAPE TDE ORG YG SUDI KEJUTKN AKO BGN SAHO RINI??
ADAKAH AKO X PANDAI BERKAWAN?SMPAI TKDE SAPE YG SNGGUP KEJUTKN?
ADAKAH AKO HIDUP BERSORANGAN?
ADAKAH AKO TAK UJUD??

...ntah laaaa...

.....nostalgic.....

2010-07-25T21:47:00.007+08:00

tgh2 ber G cakap ngn afdsmkadxoxo,wlopon smpai sekarang keadaan msih lgi terumbang ambing,bkk2 la bdk ni pnye file gmbr,nmpk la 1 fldr yg amt nostalgic,hanye ako ngn dia je yg tau berkenaan ape ngn ape cntent gmbr tuh,evrythmg start from there,never missed that tyme,will remmmbr it till the end ov my life,hopefully from the strt this evnt n will end it together frvr,i believe in happy ending

event

place:bukit merah waterpark

time:12 till 4 a.m

date:♥♥♥♥ 1.1.09 (tarikh kite bby,luv u so much bby)♥♥♥♥

dan jgk nak dedicate lagu kt bby smntre da post belok nih

for u bebeh

attila soda in water cup

2010-05-27T01:04:00.004+08:00

for those who was playing fucking with my life,spe2 yg fitnah ako,this song is just suitable for u

YOU TOLD ME YOU CARED
but I don't care about you
are a slut-butt
so shut the fuck up
keep your mouth shut
SLUT WHAT THE FUCK!?
you are a slut- butt
so shut the fuck up
keep your mouth shut
break it down motherfucker!
i'm in every fucking city touching every fucking titty
sicker than terry schiavo, someone pull the fucking plug
its like a beta gamma infa-red, and all that shit that you can't see
better watch your fucking girlfriend, shes been talking to me
ha hahaha
breaking all the rules
ruining families
running from the law
the pigs are after me!
breaking all the rules
what does it matter to you?
mind your own fucking business and leave us kids alone
just another day in the life
trying to make ends meet, and trying to stay high
ambitions used in a life of crime
how can you blame us now?
the boys are in town and you can bet your bottom dollar
that tonight some shit is gonna be going down
put a leash on your girlfriend- she's already on her knees
someone help me decipher this puzzle, the pieces are wet with your blood
someone help me decipher this puzzle, the pieces are wet with your blood
lets put the pieces together, damaged we are from the fall
it like no matter what I say or do, my head is stuck on you
but the thought of you still makes me fucking sick
right down on her knees

sape pnye??man belon punyeee

2010-03-22T16:25:00.010+08:00

Ahd,kirenyer smlm la kan,hak3.....g la putra jaye,ngah heboh2 la org kte ctu de festival belong udare paneh,ako pon tk eran ngat sal belong udare pneh tuh,kire nk tgk tu ade la rse,tpi stkt nk p sorg2 mmg tk dpt la jek nk g tgk smte belong pneh,patu jln sorg2,haishh tde kje ako nk wat gtu kan,tpi dsbbkn dpt p reramai,ako pon g lah,tu pon da last dei ako p,da mcm tk byk belong da,da mletop kot hak3...tpi org perghh nala ramai,ngan angat nyer huhuhu,pans2 pon rmai gak yg dok tercongok tgk belon tuh haish,tpi mgkin sbb byk suplimen aktvt kot,ade mcm2 lgi ade tyme fstival tu,jualan2 kasot,jual pinggn mangkok,jual periuk,jual tikar,jual surt kbr lme,jual cd,jual air2,jual kepok2,jual set sofa,jual kete,jual umah,jual bandle,sume le yg leh jual org nk jual kt ctu,prtndgn mwrna ngn karok pon ad,

g kuwa tgk belong2 ngn awek ako,dier la nk tgk,amik2 gmbr,syntik2,ako la yg p prangat die,nk p sorg2 agk maleh,jdi nye ako pon prangat la dier,smpai rse nk dtg gak....setnggu je die smpai putrajaye,ako pon ngmbik la die, p tgk belong2 besau cm aram hahaha,tgk lm tv kcik je,tgk dkt2 nak amik kau,bakul die kcik je tgk,belon die sebeso alam,hak3...ngh lepak2 tgh pns smbl amik2 gmbo,awek ako dpt kol,ade jgk yg otw nk dtg....smbl nungu2 jln2 la ngusya2 ade ape kt ctu,ape yg rmai sgt org dtg,jln2 lak jmpe badut haishh...tensen toi,rse nk pelempang je bdut tuh,da la mmg ako tk suke bdut,tnggu pnye tnggu pnye tunggu,las bat nok lis smpai jgk diorg

po de pes taim,ako dpt jmpe mmbr kutuk mutuk ako yg ddlm jaringan maya ni,tk pnh jmpe pon sblm nih,last jmpe gak,fairyfysha atopon lebeh dikenali sbgai dina,jmpe la die,mmg btoi le ape yg de lm gmbo,mmg kcik org nyer hak3,pkai ksut tmit 4 inci pon lom tntu leh sme tnggi ngn ako hehehe...

pas2 jmpe tuh,jln2 la ngn diorg,decide lak nk g tmpt len,sbb kt ctu mmg da tk lrt nk tnggu dah,pns ngat,lgipon krnival cm rehat,belong2 pon da tde,mlm bru ade blk,smntre nk nunggu sesi mlm lak,bncg2 pnye bncng2,lepak le alamanda smntre tuh...

mse kt alamnda,dpt le ngabih mse,sme2 men boling,mkn2 kot put kot,g msuk kdai ksot,adess ikot jele,almklum la jln ngn sume pmpuan,kdai2 gtu mmg tkkn lekang dek pns,msti akn msuk jgk,haishh.....da agk2 nk petg tuh,dina n the geng pon bredar dri alamnda,g ke tapak krnival lu,ako ngn awek ako stay alamnda lu,da nk blk dri alamnda tu,usya le lowo,ari ak cm nk uje,lepak lu lm secret resepi,mlntk la dlu cokolat ingalden stu slice knsi due,rmntik sungguh hak3....

sblm tu bli lak tket wyg nk tgk cite lak v3 tjuk cite tuh,bleh lahh cte tuh,nk kte cmbest sgt pon tk jgk,nk kte bosan thp nk tdo pon tde la jgk sket,tpi ade la nntuk2 sket,sbb mmg fenat,msing2 tk tdo hak3,awek ako pon tk tdo,ngn ako pon tk tdo lgik,kuwa lgi pns2 ari,pastu jln2 lgik ksne kmari,byk bnr event,sume pkt2 pnt...tu lah alkisah g putrajaye ngusya belong udare paneh

dina reheno hak3

belong udare paneh @putrajaya baloon festival

nak mknn pnyepak ke badot oii??

ako ngn awek @ alamanda

ako n aina(awek) @alamanda jugok

ako n awek kt putrajaye baloon festival

sumber gambar:dicurik kat awek ako nyer page fb hak3...jgn marah ye huny lalalala

pergilah terbang tinggi

2010-03-18T12:21:00.003+08:00

today ive arguement lgik,tak abis2 ngn mslh,tk lepas2 ngn gaduh,sari baik,pehtu 2,3 ari gduh,rsa sedih sgt skrg nih,da tak reti dah nk bwat ayt kt dlm blog pon,tkpelah aina,klo da rsa tk bleh trima dri b nih,crilah yg sesuai ngn diri tu ehh,b doakan yg elok2 dpt kt huny,thnx n assalamualaikum

mgkin ni last posting dri ako tkpelah tgk la keadaan cmne nnti salam

fenat......

2010-03-16T20:34:00.003+08:00

mnggu ni rse mcm agk pnt,sbb bdn cam hampeh tk sihat ngn esemen tk siap,ako demam,tpi buat2 mcm tk demam,g kls pon jdi melayu,malas,pehtu nek moto,arini ako lnsg tk g kls trus,mmg tk lrt gle bdn,mcm2 benda ako pkir mmbuatkn dri ako stress n demam yg kuat,sal esemen,sal gaduh sal dmm sal pc yg cm cibai,abis beratus2 tpi still mcm taik,sume tu mmbuatkn ako rse cm cm cm......tk percaye,hahaha....ntah laa,ako pon tataw ape nk jadi,

sbnr nyer byk gak mnde2 yg jdi tpi ako tk dan nk citekan,ni lah sdikit sbyk ako citekan,ako da g i city,tayar ako pecah lagi n mcm2 lgi yg jdi,
mmbr ako n ako mnunggu ktibaan taya yg byk mnyusahkn idup

sal 1 bnda,skrg ako on diet,sbb ako gemok,mmbuatkn ssorg brasa malu ngn ako,tpi tkpe,ako cuba ntk trunkn brt bdn,klo tk bleh,nmpk nyer ko tk layk jdi mnusia la nami,jgn ngade2 nk p tunjuk muke kt org,da le mmg tak ensem,itam,serabai,GEMOK,ape pon tde kt kau,berubahlah,klo tk bleh ko jgn idup,mati lgi baik,idop pon nyusahkn org,wat mse ni sdikit sbnyk ako da ilang self esteem n telah mmbenci diri sniri,brubah....klo tak jadi,ko g korek tanah,ko terjun dalam pehtu ko tnm blk tnh tuh okeh??deal??
makilah ako semaki maki nyer

sigh....

2010-02-24T18:10:00.004+08:00

nothing much to say

im totally stress out with this shit

evrytime we had an arguing,that fucking lame man,i hate it

im SICK im TIRED of this agenda,why cant just skip this n move to a lot more bttr event,im really2 want to end this,gado bleh plak nk berhari2,apsal baek tk smpai sari pon....bosannnnnnnnnnnn........

....please la end this...

cuak tpi purak2 slmbe

2010-01-24T19:26:00.007+08:00

hahahaha......post ako kli ni nk cite sal cuak tpi pure slmbe macho,kwang3.....cite dier sal bercuti mnggu nih kt uma sniri,ari mnggu yg lepas nih ako blk ke uma sniri sbb nk setelkn keje sket yg diperlukan oleh pihak mmu,nk kna cop tu lah,cop nilah,ako pon terpakse pulang krumah ntk mlengkapkn bnda tersebut,akn tetapi,kli ni ako blk blk bersorangan yer,slalu klo g mne2 pon ako akn blk seorg dri(alone in the dark la katekan),bwk skli awek ako,bw dier jmpe bkl mak mertue dier ntk pertame kali nyer,ako pon sbnr nyer agk cuak,ako taw cne pangai my parent,yg bpk ako mmg awai2 lgi da taw tde hal,yg sorg g nih haishh,seram sojuk gak,hahaha....tkt kna rjct shopkn,tpi ako mmberanikan dri ntk bwk gak blk keumah,wat2 muke slmbe mcm tde pape akn brlaku,awek ako pon da mule cuak2 mse kt kl sntrl g,tkt nk ikt blk,klo ako wat muke cuak,bertmbah2 la dier cuak,so ako pon wat muke slmbe je,ks courage kt dier.....al kisah lgi bersmbg tyme da nek tren,bpe kli da dier gtaw nk trun,tnk ikot,ako thn dier,da bli2 tket ada ati nk burn gtu je ehh....amboihhhhhhh.....nk kena nih,kami nek cho2(bak kte adik ako=train) dri kl sntrl g bt gjah,hohoho,cuak jgk,da nk g blk uma da nih,bkn snsrg,bwk clan idop jmpe parent,msing2 counting tyme nk smpai,setibe nyer smpai kat bt gjh,dlm kol 1 lebey2,kuwa je dri tren,tercongok la sorg mamat mnunggu,mcm knai je mamat tuh,upe2 nyer bpk ako,haaaaa sudah,aweka ko nk path blk,mcm2 alasan nk bwat,nk tnggu kt ctu lah,nk mik tren blk kl lak,smpai je kt tmpt bpk ako,ktibaan kami dsmbt ngn mesre,mklum le bpk jmpe ngn bkl mnntu,kna le baek ngahahaha.....nek kete msing2 tk byk ckp,mgkin sbb agk pnt,sblm smpai uma dan gak mlepak mamak pkena oti sadin,mse tu la bru le berbual2 pnjg sket,
ayh:kamu ngn ayh tdo lam blk 1 g,kwn kamu tuh bio tdo ngn mama,
ako:ishhh,bio la dier tdo lm blk 1g tuh,ayh tdo la ngn mama
ayh:abis dier tdo ngn kamu ehh??ngahahah smbl glk2
ako:(sunyum2)ayh tdo la ngn mama,dier tdo lm blk snsrg,aghoi bio le tdo dpnthat tyme ngusya gak awek ako,tersipu2 malu kucen dier meowwwww.....hahaha
agk mesra la kami,awek ako pon ok jah tde la tkt2 sgt,mcm fren2 yg da knai lme,wewit salut2 kt awek ako,bani yerr......pas mkn,bru le pulang krmh,tht tyme adik ako da tdo ngn mama,terlepas sket 1 azab,sbb ayh bkn mslh beso,yg sorg g tuh cm rimao....awek ako cuak ngn ako2 skli cuak,tpi tk tnjk ler,hahaha....kebesokkan pagi nyer bru la scre officially diorg bertentang mate,upenyer mama ako pon mnymbut ngn ati yg terbuka luas cm pantai di psisiran laot,hahaha.....fuhhh lega tgk,diorg berkomunikasi ngn bek,igt cm rimao tdik men cako2,upenyer tde,pagi tuh mama mao blk uma lme dier bso kaen,kami pon ikt jele blk,smpai uma lme,pe ag canang kt sume awek ako,mksu,opah milah jiran sblh uma opah pon brjmpe ngn awek ako,termsuklh atok ako ngn a.nyah pon trut serta brjmpe awek ako,huk3,2 ari dperak,ako bwk le awek ako ni berjln2,g ctu,g sni,lwt spital,g laot,g pye bako usya2 munyet,smpai la ari ahd kami bersme sume sbgai 1 fmly,agk baekk......tde da cuak2 dri ako mhupon dri awek ako,dsini la sje alkisah ako mmbwe awek blk keumah jmpe mertue dier lalala....
P/S:(kepada aina zaireynna)bile g nk mlwat uma mak n bapak mertue???mao g lgi??

lelame

2010-01-09T16:21:00.002+08:00

lme ngat ehhh ako tak update nih,rini bio ako update,sbnr nyer tataw nk watpe dah,cdg mai nak cek mail,kot2 de result,tgk2 da mail,tde pon,pehtu nk ym,pon tde gak org nyer,nk ngbihkn mase,bio ako mrapu2 kat sni sat,ako skrg brade di sri iskndar,uma sewe beb....bpk ako ngn bini dier da amik kptsn nk pndah dok uma sewe,plik....da de uma sniri msih nak dok uma sewe,wtpe bayo kt org sdgkn de umah sniri,bgini sbno nyer,adik ako skrg sudah msuk nursery,dkt le ngn sri iskndar,sme gak dekat nn tmpt mama ako bkeja,dsbbkn bgitu,nk dkt ngn adik yg nursery tuh,diorg amik kputusan yg drastik,pndah uma scr mgejut,nak dekat beno ngn adik tuh,klo bleh lubg idung cikgu yg jge nsry tuh klo leh nmpk lgi bgus,grrrrrrrr.............. dok cc nih pon haishh......sempit,tak bes,tpi croded,pnuh cam aram,nak tep2 blog nipon,nak kna kaver2 line,shegan org dok bace,pdulik hapaaa.....bace lahh,ako tak eran,cite ako,bkn cite depa....lme tak on9 dah,dsbbkn kesulitan2 yg dialami,bkn sbb pa,tenet tu ade kt uma,bhn yg nak kuwakan tenet tu tadak,huhuhu....setelah pelbagai skill ako perkenakn kt lappy ako,skill flaying kick,tandukan maut,backhand,sparring cam kude,akhirnya lappy ako mgmbil kputusan u8ntuk give up dri berkhidmat ntk diriku,dia telah bralih kpada berkhidmat untuk negare pule,adess.....pa nak bwat,sniri pnye pasai,da tde bru rse susah idup tnpenyer,oooohhhhhhhhhhhh lappyku,sesungguhnyer ako telah mnzalimi dirimu,maafkn atas sgle salahku,maafkn lah ehh,nnti ko tak maafkn ako tley msuk syurge,hahaha.....mrepek2 dah hako nih....ahhhh lantaklah,ako ngh bosan,sesuka ati nk tlih pa... mlehdah lah nk mrapu2,len kli lak ako mrapu2,ako nak chow dah,chooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....yun fat

gile gampang riso

2010-01-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

dah 9 aribln da weh,ble nak kol nih,da riso gampang nih,cek email pon tde lgik,kjp kol cyber,kte da anto mlake,kol lgi ckp on poses,pos laju ni wehhh tkkn lmbt gak kot,nate beruk btoi,nak kol pon tde gak,haishhh.....aritu kol ckp dlm poses,ako nak cepat,ako nak cepat,ako nak cepatttttttttttt............haishhhh lgi smenggu je gmpang wehh,tkkn sok da strt arini bru nk gtaw,sile la ksi taw scepat mungkin,kerjasama anda amat la haku hargai.....trimas

BiRtHdAy My BeLoVeD OnE

2009-12-07T05:06:00.005+08:00

my new signiture yehewww

2009-11-23T04:31:00.002+08:00

ni ako nyer

ni awek ako nyew plak yeheww

warkah sorg mat rock kat awek beliau

2009-11-07T04:25:00.001+08:00

Salam,

Amacam awekku? Lu orait ke? Wa harap lu ok-ok je..

Awekku, gua telah membaca surat lu tempohari. Apasal lu buat cenggini kat gua? Selama ni cintan gua terhadap lu bukan main. Lu ingat gua main-main ke? Cintan gua mendalam very deep you know! very deep purple! Lu tak perasan ke?

Apa yang kurangnya gua ni? Cuba lu cakap! Gua ni tak cukup hensem ke? Atau lu sudah ada balak lain? Lu sound gua beb! Mentang-mentang lu keja opis, lu ada skandal dengan mat despatch kat opis lu tu! Mamat poyo tu lu nak? Apa barang?!! Setakat mat despatch, kalau lu nak tau, gua dulupun pernah mintak jadi cikgu tapi tak dapat. Bukan pasal gua takde kelayakan tapi tadika kemas jarang amik cikgu lelaki. Lagipun jiwa gua lebih kepada seni. Tiket konsert gua semua habis jual! Sebab tulah gua jadi tukang jual tiket
konsert funfair buat sekian lamanya sampai tauke funfair tu tak offer kat onglain. Gua memang betul-betul tak puas hati ni! Lu memang bikin gua panas! Sampai hati lu buat macam ni kat gua setelah apa yang gua dah kasik kat lu. Lu ingat gua ni apa?!!

Awekku, lu ingat tak dulu sewaktu lu & gua first time jumpa? Masa tu hujan. Lu takde payung. Lu lari pegi kat bus stop. Lu basah kuyup. Kesian pulak gua tengok lu kesejukan. Gua bukak jeket gua pastu kasik lu pinjam. Baek punya gua usya. Start tulah lu & gua sama-sama sudah feeling-feeling. Gua ingat lagi lagu "antara gadis" masa tu kita layan menjadi lagu tema cinta gua kat lu. Gua selalu nyanyi lagu tu kat talipon public. Lu tak ingat ke? Ke lu dah lupa?!!

Pehal lu buat cenggini?!! Gua dah tangkap cintan maut kat lu wo! Janganlah buat gua macamni! Kalau lu tak suka cara gua lu cakaplah! Janganlah kerana besday lu gua hadiahkan t-shirt metallica, lu buat camni pulak kat gua. Gua tau sapa gua. Gua memang macamni, rocker sejati! Lu pun tau sapa gua. Dulu lu takdepun macam ni. Lu tak kisahpun! Lu layan selamba je. Tapi kenapa sekarang lu berubah? Nampak je gua rocker tapi gua pun beriman jugak, beb! Sembahyang jumaat tak tinggal wo!

Lu pikirlah sindri, beb! Gua dah curahkan segala-galanya kat lu. Gua dah sound mak bapak gua nak meminang lu. Gitar Gibson secondhand gua tu gua dah gadai. Gua buat modal nak kawin dengan lu. Cayalah cakap gua! Gua tak tipu! Betul cakap lu! Gua harap lu pikirlah baik-baik, beb! Gua dah takde awek lain lagi. Lu sorang jelah yang gua cinta. Awek lain gua usya diorg tak layan gua cakap lu! Gua tak tipu! Betul punya cakap lu!

Akhirkata dari gua, kenang gua dalam doa makan malammu. Semoga lu berbahagia, beb!

Yang Benar,

Gua

P/S:tak snggup lak ako nk ksi awek surat yg cmni rupe hahaha

walking on the moon

2009-11-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

Giant steps are what you take
Walking on the moon
I hope my legs don't break
Walking on the moon
We could walk forever
Walking on the moon
We could live together
Walking on, walking on the moon

Walking back from your house
Walking on the moon
Walking back from your house
Walking on the moon
Feet they hardly touch the ground
Walking on the moon
My feet don't hardly make no sound
Walking on, walking on the moon

Some may say
I'm wishing my days away
No way
And if it's the price I pay
Some say
Tomorrow's another day
You stay
I may as well play

Giant steps are what you take
Walking on the moon
I hope my legs don't break
Walking on the moon
We could walk forever
Walking on the moon
We could be together
Walking on, walking on the moon

Some may say
I'm wishing my days away
No way
And if it's the price I pay
Some say
Tomorrow's another day
You stay
I may as well play

Keep it up, keep it up

nak lagu dgr lgu yg autoplay nih huhuhu

update sket

2009-11-01T01:27:00.007+08:00

lme da ako tak update blog nih,haishhhh......smpai ad yg moody2 sbb tak update blog lgi la haishhhhhhhhhhhhh...........tkpe dksmptn ni ako update le seseket huhuhu,smlm ako ngn bpk ako g event,kayo mngayo smpai pengsan,hahaha....agk penat le kayo2 nih,lme da tak join event2 gini penat le juge,tde tyme nk wat mnde2 ni,lme da tnggl,so ksmptn nih,join la jgk....best+penat+sakit2+untung+luck+panas+sejuk+skit pewot yg tu la ako rasa tyme berkayo2 huhuhuhu.....start even kol 8.00 pagi,kuwa uma kol 7.00,tyme nk kuwa tuh,tibe2 ujn ngn sgt lebat,aiseh,da siap cung2 ujn lak,bis event tkt tk jdi,tpi smpai2 tmpt urus setia ujan da benti,mula smpai ,daftar la dlu,cek2 cndition beskal,warm up sesikit,sdiakan air garam ORS,tkt2 krem nnti...sblm nk mmbuat plepasan tu smpat la snap2 gambo,muke tgh fresh,msing2 muke epi hahahaha.....tnggu la nnti,da kayo nnti sume muke cam taek,tpi yg ni bkn cmptition cma just ride 4 fun.at uma

sblm berkayuh still brsemngat hahaha beskal kuat
plepasan kami dbuat pd pkul8.30,dan djngka smpai blk pd kol 1 ptg,ad 4 cek point stiap satu cek point akn dbklkn air n juga pisang(instant enrgy),first plepasan je tak smpai 5 mnt berkayo,ujan mula trun blk renyai2 haishhh.....mcm nk pth blk ja,tpi truskn jgk,slmber hadap bwk le jugak,smpai 1 st cek point dpt le air mnral sbotol ngn pisang,smpai second cek point,bru dbklkn srpan pagi kat kntin skola,benti lu mnom2 mkn,smpai cek point 3,dbklkn lgi air mnrl sbtol ngn DURIAN giler ke hape ksi jamu org ngn durian tyme berbeskal,nak mampos.....ckup bnggang spe yg wat idea jamu durian tyme brbeskal,nak kasi suma org msuk spital ke pe,ako amik air je,tpi afta smpai 3 cek point,da rsa mls bnr nk berbeskal lgik,kaki da skit,mntot pon da sakit,rsa nk tdo je hahaha,actually sblm strt brkyo tuh,ako tak tdo pon smlm nyer,amik la habuan,mlelong gak le bwk,tpi semgat yg jitu,berkobar,da last da tde cek point da pastuh,trus pnmat je,ngn muke yg bngge cmpo mls,brkyo la jgk,actually da taw da track last cne,nek2 bukit,tu yg agk mls tuh,penat wooooooo......tpi akhirnya smpai gak la pnmt,tde la nk kna nek lori kt blkg nuh,bwk beskal ats lori,hahaha,nek ambulan pon de lalala....kol 12 lebey2 da smpai suma prtcpnt,agk cepat la jgk diorg2 nih berkayo,salut too sume,
muke penat gile babai
bile da bis sume smpai,ad la lgi 1 acara,mcm besa le,klo de evnt msti ade no eko bertuah hahaha,kli ni len lak tk pkai no pkai name trus hahaha,siap no ic lgik,luck mmg ckup bgus tyme tuh,1st hmper,mama ako dpt,ngh syok2 belek adiah mama ako,dgr lak sebut nme yg begitu pnjg,lunak,merdu n sedap ddgr,besh je name tuh,MUHAMMAD SHAHRUL NAZMI hahaha,ako pon dpt gak,last2 skli ngn bapak ako skli dpt,pehtu ad lak adiah psgn somi istri,mama n bapak ako gak dpt,tu laaaa hunny....bek join skli,klo tak dpt jgn adiah pasgn kaple yg romntik g chumel2 dpt adiah jgk hahaha.....pas2 abis je evnt no eko bertuah tuh,pnutup nyer,sume prtcpnt n polis2 mlntak lunch sme2....pehtu kami pon blk le krumah,fuhhhh lepas gak kayo2 ni,jarak track,lbey kurg 74 klomtr,dekat je....
muke happy mcm kna no eko haha
abis da cite sal beskal,huhu....sbnr nyer tk byk ngat event yg tlh brlaku,dlm msa2 yg lepas nih,suma jln cm bese je,tde pe yg mnrik,yg ni je bru ad klainan,ad event lak,bfre frgot,actually on 30.10.09 adlh my mther birthday,nak wish la plak kt snih,epi birthday mama,smge pnjg umo n murah rezeki,mntk2 le murah rezeki ley la pow sket hahaha,speaking of wishing another wish ako nak ucapkn,congrat hunny coz da cnvo ntk deg dier,huhuhu.....wish u all the best later on n luv me always hahaha,ako bile g nk cnvo ntk deg....nta ler, tnggu je nnti huhuh.....chiowww...........

event2 menjelang ari raye

2009-09-24T02:44:00.003+08:00

bermula strt sblm raye...

2 ari sblm raye ako n adik ako kuwa g bli brg2 nak rye adik ako,skli la ngn ako bli brg2 kprluan raye,suwa ke bju ke pebende jela,kuwa tu tgh ari,dlm keadaan ujan yg renyai2,lgi brtmbh best,tpi ble da smpai ktempat nak bli2 brgn kprluan tuh,ari da mula terik blk,bygkn ler cne,pns terik pas ujan uuuuuuuuuu tak tahan beb,terpaksela jgk g,sian kat adik ako,sbb bru blk,brg2 kprluan raye tak bli g,nak jdikn cite,mule2 ako anto la adik ako dlu,suh dier soping2,ako kuwa blk,cri atm nak jolok wit bwk kuwa,ako pon nak bli suwa tyme tuh,da kuwa wit tuh,g la blk tmpt adik ako soping2,org mmg cm ramai sgt,org mlayu nak smbt raye,cine india pon lgi ramai,tensen2,tnk pnjgkn cite,ako pon cri la paking,ngah sibuk2 cri prking tuh,dpt le 1 prking yg cun nih,nak le masuk,tyme msuk tuh ades...tak lepas lak sbb kaco fre xtngshr kat tepi,undur la blk cri seting yg btoi2 semat ley msuk,ngh sebok2 rebes klepek.....ako ngentak org blkg,agk terkejot tyme tuh,tnggu dier slesai hjt dier nak lalu,port yg ako crik tdik ako lupekan,benti prking kat port len,benti2 ako trus tgk blkg waje,ades....suda berbirat sket....g lak jmpe mkck yg ako letopkn kete dier,erkkk....agk tragis kete dier,da cuak2 da tyme tuh....tpi wat muke rilek jmpe mkck tuh, (lbh 30 mnt pot pet ngn mkck tuh)terkuwa gak ako 200,ksi mkck tuh,ngn tde wit nk bli suwa dah,aku trus kuwa dri tmpt tuh,bwk jela adik ako jln2,agk la jgk sedih ilang 200,nak bli suwa tak jdi,da le bln pose,pnt sje ako brjln,abuk pon tak dpt ades,redho.....sbno nyer tragis g pic krosakan,tu bru lepas dikepakkn keluar skit,klo tak bis kdlm

1st raye

1st raye cm bese ako msti braye dkmpg blh ayh ako,kli ni laen cre smbutan,tak semeriah dulu2,krana on 1st raye hnye kuarga ako n kezen sorg je yg de,dlu2 igt lgik,tyme mlm raye tuh kezen2 da de berkumpul sume kat tngkt atas,dok rmai,bkk cite masing,pling laris cite antu la tyme2 tuh,tktkn bdk2 yg kcik g dri kami suma,mlm raye tu jgk byk la event yg de,sgt pack,smpai le pagi raye,rmai2 pkt tak tdo nk nymbt raye nyer pasal,tpi taun nih agak suram mgkin krana ni 1st taun ktiadaan nenek tersyg smbt aidil fitri sme2 tuhan lbih syg dier,agak terasa klainan syawal tahun nih,taun lepas tyme ari mmsk,kami rmai2 msk lemang,dlm sakit2 tuh,nenek la yg pling sibuk nak nolong,mlt dier pot pet bsing,tu api kuat,ade yg tk kna,kalih2 suma dier ckpkn,nk bwat tak lrt,jdi mando la dier,tujuk2 dri jauh,tpi sonok tyme tuh,rmai2 de,nenek pon snggup nek kusi roda dier nak tgk gak cucu2 dier msk lemang,tyme kcik2 dlu nenek gak slalu jdi skutu ako,asal ako kna mrh jer,nenek la yg slalu bekap ako,tpi taun nih hnya kngn je yg dibawa sma,agak sedih pagi raye tuh,rmai yg tak blk,smbt pon ala kdar je,pas smyg raye sblm g ziarah kubo nenek smpt gak senep2 gmbr....

ako n lil sis

ako n sis yg no 2

adik n mom

ako,adik n yong

tige2 gile

ako n adik no 2 lgik

2nd raye

pas bis ziarah2 kuarge sdre mare kmpg sblh ayh,tbe nyer mase g lak ziarah kmpg2 sblh mom ako,tak byk ngat event,mcm besa jmpe nenek,paw wit raye,lepak2 kat uma,mlm tuh bru le de event yg agak bes,diketuai oleh ketua kanak2 iaitu bapak ako sniri,ngn mnggunakan white board,dier mndraw plan bgaimne nak wat mriam tanah yg power,agak lawak tyme tuh,nak wat meriam pon,draw plan teliti huhu,mcm nak antr formasi nak g perang,dlm gelap2 mlm tuh,bwat la mriam yg nak tuh,tpi hampeh,tah pe mslh tah,mcm taek jdik,sume plan terbengklai,pnt wat je,tde bnyi pon huhu,mgkin kabait zaman skrg tak bes,asap pon tak byk,tak power la jdik,keesokkn ari nyer....pulang kmbli ke kmpg ayh

3rd raye

on raye 3 bru sdre mre blh ayh ako smpai kmpg,so tyme tuh event kami adlh berbabe q ditepi teben(sungai).....dlm petang kol 3 lebeh,kami anak branak reramai trun ke sungai ntk,mmbuat aktiviti mndi mnde n kelah2 ditepi songai tuh,besh gak lme da tak g sungai,himpun ramai2 smbl kelah2 nih,agak mnrik rase...sempat gak senep2

lps kelah2 tuh,ako pon n da fmly blk uma sniri.....terjdi la plak stu perkre mlm tuh ade...refer next tjuk

mlm 3rd raye

(pencuri atau peminjam)

mlm tu ako dikejutkn ngn satu brita yg agak mnyedihkan,kasut yg bru dibeli ntk stok ari raye sudah diambil org,ades....ralat nyer rasa,krane bru skli je pkai ksut tuh,ako dpat taw pon sbb nenek ako tnye,bwk blk kmpg sne ke ksut tuh...bile taw tuh,muke da mcm taek,tase ralat sgt2,da le brg2 raye tak dpt g ksi mkck tuh,ni lak brg rye yg smpt dbli ntk rye lak ilang,ades...tensen nyer akooooooooooooooo............pale da bebal2 maki hamun dakuwa,carut2 sume de,nak ngamok pon de tyme tuh,smpai dlm msg pon de kuwa ayt2 tak puas ati,sian hunny,tak psai2 bce caci makian dri b nih,sorry naaa....

akn tetapi keesokkn arinyer ako jmpe kmbli kut tuh,yg tlh tersorok d pkok cykus kat pasu besar dpn uma,terselit celah2 daun pkok tuh,plik tol,pe motif pencurik tuh,adkh nak pinjam je ksut ako,mntk le lelok ley ksi nyer,tgk mood la jgk,rse2 mmg tk dpt la nk ksi pinjam,ako bru rsmi skli je ksut tuh....plik2,bongok ke aper pencuri tuh

ni le ksut yg disenep slepas dicurik,elok g tde osak2 plik lak ako,syg ksut nih huhu

4th raye

event tak byk tyme 4th raye,mule le jln2 kuwa braye ngn mmbr2,sblm g uma mmbr kol dier,alih2 dier de kt tmpt jeming,pe ag ikot jele smpai tmpt jeming,dan gak lepas gian brsme meke2 sume,smpai2 je trus men drum ketok2,tpi bese nyer posisi tak tetap,tukar2 men,sume reti men mcm2 alt muzik,men jela dlu,sblm mrayap kuwa braye uma mmbr2 skola lme2,kt tmpt jeming da le senep

agak power hahaha

pas2 jeming,bru le rmai2 gerak braye uma mmbr2,round2 le g uma mmbr sume,nak jmpe,lme ngat tak jmpe

rini lak..........ntah,tataw event pe huhuhu

belated birthday(agak membebel)

2009-08-31T01:11:00.008+08:00

sorry ako da lme tak update blog nih,kli nih bru berkesempatan nak update blog yg tak seberapa nih....dksempatan ini ako ingin mgucapkn slamat ari lahir bwat adikku qistina balqis yg genap 3 tahun umurnya pada 28 bln ogos tempoh ari,pejam celik pejam celik,dah 3 taun kamu brada ngn kuarga nih,dlu ako asik ngadap muka yg sorg tu jer,stlh 18 taun ngadap muke yg sorg nek bosan da ako,akhirnya dapat gak ako tengok muke baru dlm kuarga nih.

igt lgik tyme dpt taw my mom ngndung,org yg pling xcted adlh ako,sbb nk dpt adik baru dlm kuarga,slme 3 bln my mom duk hsptl sbb kndungn tak bape nk sihat,mgkin sbb mom sudah brumur kot,jdi dier pnyer kthnn tak kuat,mmg tyme tuh mom djga btl2 oleh kami skluarga,wlopon tyme tuh ako suda bljr d mmc,evry week ako akn blk tgk mom kt hspital brtnye khbr,1st scan doktor ckp kndungan my mom ako lelaki,muke yg pling sonok n bhgie adlah ako,mmg ako nak sgt2 dpt adik lelaki,besh skit nak gado2,men sepak2,ni tak yg pmpuan nih ,sepak skit da nanges,tak kuat lnsg ngahahaha......

dapat je taw yg kndungn my mom adlh laki,ngn penuh xcited ako mncari mcm2 name ntk dberikn kat ayh n mom ntk approval ,but sadly ntk second n last scan kndungan itu adlh pompuan,ape pnyer ultrascan yg de kt spital nih,ley ubah2 lak grrrr.....tpi takpe ako still sonok sbb akn dpt adik baru....dok spital tuh mmg my mom tuh dlyn sprti ratu ler,pe dier nak scre otomatik akn dapat,nyaris dier tak mintak bkn2,mntak kpl terbang ker,kete ferrari ke 8 bijik,mau pengsan ayh ako nak mmbeli nyer.

one day,as usual rutin weekend ako mcm besa,blk dri tmpt bljr,straigh away g tgk mom kt spital,but this tyme lain skit,sbb smpai2 jer ako dkjtkn ngn brita mama kna antr msuk dlm unit tah pe nme tah,sbb doktor ckp kndungan dlm pwot mom tu sgt weak,pratusan nak manage alive mmg sgt2 tipis,tyme tuh tbe2 ako mnjdi sgt2 bodo n tataw nk ckp cne pnye bodo nyer,sbb terlampau terkejut n tak leh trima ngn brita tuh,ako tkt khlngn adik ako yg sorg nih,sume persiapan da dbuat,bju2 suma da bli,tilam yg dtmph,srung2 bntal,sume da de,cma tnggu ntk kuwa jer,mmg sgt2 genting tyme tuh n amat2 sedih,klo adik ako tak dapat make it,lastly doktor mngmbil kputusan ntk inject adik spya cepat matang,lepas inject brulah nmpk perubahan yg kndungan tu agak stabil,effect dier nmpk skrg nih,adess....adik ako sgt hyperactive,penat gak nak jge krenah dier,mcm2 hal dier wat,tpi bes sbb tgk telatah dier ngeee.....doktor da ckp adik yg kuwa nih mmg takkn ckup bln,dier akn kuwa awal...

ari ahd ako blk ke klj,mcm besa lah blk2 lepas mlwat mom ako dri hspital,keesokkan arinyer tyme ako de kls(lab)on monday 28 august 06,ako dapat msg dri adik ako,dier ckp mom ako suda brada dlm operation room,my mom tnk mik risiko ntk branak biasa,dier mntk nak operate,tak smpai 15 mnt ako msg2 ngn adik ako tnye cmne keadaan mom,tbe2 ako dpt mms dri adik ako...

"kite dpt adik pmpuan"

tyme tu mmg ako da merah2 mate nk ngis nnti org ckp ako sawan lak tbe2 ngis tyme kls,angin tade ribut tade tbe2 ngis,mmg pkt batal sume kls nnti,that tyme dah mmg sonok sgt ler ble dpt taw adik ako suda mnjadi 2 org mulai dri hari itu.

skrg adik ako suda berumo 3 taun cpt jer masa brlalu,thnx adik sbb hadir dlm kuarga nih,uve bought us joy n hapiness to this famly.....happy birthday qistina balqis

the new qistina balqis 3 years old already

sabtu

2009-08-22T05:25:00.002+08:00

bermula nyer lah ramadhan yg pertama bagi taun 2009,kli nih laen skit puasa nyer,krana ako tidak lagi berpuasa ngn bertitlekn single,kini ako suda ad yg pnyerrr......this is my 1st ramadhan brsma aina zaireynna yg ako syg sgt2....

mntk2 hubungn kami berkekalan shngga ramadha2 yg akn dtng dlm 90 ramadhan ker, orait gak,smpai bebile,taun lepas,ako cuma bgn ordr mknn kt bdk2 klj then mkn,pas2 tu tdo,tgk bdk2 laki len,bgn2 tdo trus kjt awek masing2,ako tgk jer,kli ni ako da de da org yg prlu ako grkkn ntk shur,taun lepas ako gerak sume org,tpi pkai mercun bola ler ahahaha smpai kna maki ngn pkgad,cukup lak tuh smpai last pose stok mercun ntk gerak org,smpai terlebih2 pon de,skli gerak smpai 5,6 bijik mrcun bola dbaling kbwh,pehtu lari2 ttp lmpu bwat2 tdo agagaga,sbb klokna tngkp kna buang hstl trus,mne ako nk ddk klo kna buang...

taun ni ad brpe prubhn,dlu ako brshur n brbka brsma bdk2 hstl,skrg ni dak lgi,ako brbka brsma parent kt uma,sbb ako da duk uma,dlu klo nak shur kna kuwa dri hstl,cri kdai2 mkn,skrg dak lgi,bkk2 je mate trus ngadap mknn,dlu tyme brbuka pon msti kna kuwa crik mnde mkn,bli2 kt bazar,taun ni ntah tataw g,sbb bru strt pose,mkn pon bleh lgi nih sbb bru shur,brbuka pon lom smpai lgik

byk lgi lah prubhn2 pose dlu ngn pose skrg,taun lps gak,asal tnggu brbuka jer okok da siap kt tgn,isap okok dlu sblm mkn or mnom brbuka,taun ni tde la nk wat cmtu,sah2 mamaku tomoi pale cam tony jaa dlm ong bak tuh,mkn siku n ltt ako nnti huhu......

pape pon smoge pose taun ni ako pnuh ler huhuhu....smoge ako gak brbhgie ngn org yg ako syg sgt2 skrg nih,berkekalan smpai bile2 hendak nyer,bln baek nih,mntk2 trmkbol doa ako aminnnn.....

tribute

2009-08-16T00:39:00.001+08:00

....memories...

2009-08-15T17:17:00.002+08:00

LOVING MEMORIES

12,13 n 14 aribln adlah detik2 yg kutunggu stlah skian lama,akhirnya tercapai gak,huhu...sgt sonok dapat berjln2 ngn tersyg lme oooo tak jmpe misk sgt2,da jmpe lak rsa tnk blk pon de uwaaaa.....kli nih pudu lak mnjadi tmpat bertemu nyer kami huhuhu,dlu kt stadium....byk evnt yg besh2 swktu kami brjumpathnx hunny sbb snggup jln2 ngn b,penat kan tmn b jln2,smpai pagi hunny tmn b,siap jln2 ag,da le jao,uwaaaa.....,14 tu adlah ari yg pling sdh skli,mmg cam dlm filem je tyme tuh,pnuh tragis n drama uwaaaa......b nta maaf hunny,b tak dpt nk lma2 duk ngn hunny..."cyg tak syg bby,cyg nk tnggl bby" sdih sgt dgr ayt ni kuwa dri hunny(ngh sedih2 nih)
uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...............off

hunny de masa g b akn datang jmpe hunny g ehh,hunny tnggu b taw

ble nk brakhir....

2009-08-08T14:19:00.002+08:00

adoiii....lme lak rsenyer,ble la nak bis mnde2 nih,please2....kosong je rase idup nih,slalu dgr2 sore,slalu bnyi2 nset,skrg nih,dah,enset pon da mrate duk,nta ad bteri ke tak tuh,mne g pon tataw dah,nk kna miskol dlu bru ley jmpe kot,rndu btl bnyi ringtone nset nih,da tade function da nset....tkpe redho...mgkin prlukn masa,b kasi hunny masa,b syg hunny...snggup je tnggu,asalkn suma nih akn lebih baik dri sblm nyer mntk2 ler termakbol aminnnn.........

world long gone....hmmmm.....

2009-08-08T13:55:00.003+08:00

alesana-what goes around come around(punk goes pop)

2009-08-06T18:53:00.001+08:00

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to talk about it
Don't want to think about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to talk about it
Don't want to think about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby

hupdate lgik

2009-08-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

huuuu.....smnjk ako brenti kja 31 aribln ritu,rsa cm besh je dok uma,mgkin bru2 g rsa besh,sbb rehat2,nnti da lme2 sah2 bosan gak,tpi mgkin ako tak duk uma lme kot,rsa nk keja lgik,tmbh wit,mls nk dok uma lme2,byk gak even tyme ako da blk uma nih,mcm2 de

tyme blk,cm besa blk ngn mrempit moto ngn sgt slo,sbb ari ujn lebat,huhuu,dri penang smpai perak ako dtmani ujan,macih ujan,rajin tmn ako huhuhu.....mmg tak nmpk lnsg ler yg kering,suma lenjun,ngn beg2 lenjun,nset pon lenjun,nyaris tak pape,klo tak tak bermsg la ako ngn bini huhuhu.......nk blk cepat le katekn,sbb nk anto adik blk perlis,da smpai2 uma,mndi2 suma,nunggu ntk anto adik,tbe2 adik ckp blk sok ler,ah pon cuti kan,mleh nk blk awai2,erkkk....sgt2 tensen ako tyme tuh,ngn sakit2 pale,redah ujn nk cpt smpai nyer pasai,alih2 tak jdi,huwagrhhhh....nak je cepuk pale adik tuh kasi mereng,sabo jela redhoo....

ahad....pagi2 da kuwa uma nak g perlis,ngn rsa ngntuk2 sejuk,g la jgk ke perlis,nyaris ayh yg bwk,klo tak mmg dlm kubo suma ddk....da e ngh ngntuk,tpi otw nk g perlis tu tak le plak ako tido,tnggu le msg dri my only tuh,sleeping beauty dier ritu,lme je tdo,nyenyak sungguh....pas2 rest kat gurun,bru le de msg,naris de gak msg my only anto,huhuhu,yokattaaa,ayh gak yg bwk sri suntuk,ako spt le msg lme2,smpai le perlis,tpi tak smpai uma mkteh g,singgah dlu pasar tani nat,bli2 buah,adik jgk yg dapat,sbb dier mnt mkn buah,ako pe pon tak bli sbb ako tak minat,tgk pon tade slera,pehtu lepak le uma mkteh,lepak nyer lepak....ako pon kuwa,snap2 pic,cne nk ksik nihh....mms ler,huhu,mlm tu lak mkteh msk2 yg besh,lme tak pkena dging arnab ngn sepat n puyu goreng,brtmbh2 ako mlntk,sedap jerr.....

isnin....
tbe nyer mse ntk pulang kerumah,pagi2 lgik da kna brtlk,sbb mkteh kja pkteh pon sme,ank2 diorg skola,tkkn ler nak bertaggak kt ctu tade tuan uma,blk lerr.....igt ayh bwk smpai perak,upe nyer skrt jln jer,ako gak kna drive,huhuhu redho,sblm bwk tuh dier ckp bwk dlm 90 ke 100 je jgn lbih,tak dulik,bwk gak laju2,smpai 180 hehe,tak pasan,da nek gtu,ayh tdo dier tak pasan,tkpe,bntai le cane pon,bwk nyer bwk,tbe2 de sore gtaw,pehni jgn bwk da klo ako ade ikt sme,huhuhu....cm org gler,ayh gtaw gtu,ahahahaah dier dok ngusya meter....yelew,bwk le pln,smpai keumah,smpai je uma trus gtaw ayh nk blk kmpg tgk atok,dier pon ckp pegi ler lme da kmu tak blk jenguk atok kamu tuh,then lepak2 ler ngn atok,smpai ptg,bru je nk blk,anto2 msg kt my only pkai no mmbr,nset bteri abis,msg lak ayh ckp nk blk,blm smpt nak bla,de cll suh blk kmpg blk,atok skit dade,anto le plak atok ke spital,mlm gak bru ako blk uma,huhuhuu....lepak2 kt uma sorg2,ayh n mama g spital tgk atok...smlm atok da ley kuwa,nyaris tade pape,mksu la jge dier,amik habuan,lme tak jguk bpk sniri,kan da kna jage kat uma......smlm lak elektrik tade pnye le lame,banggang songgoh,da le paneh,asik2 ngulang ke blk mndi jer mndi pon tah bape kali da smlm...nyaris ptg tu ade je elektrik....huhu

watpe jer rini n smlm,dok on9 je men2 ym men2 tanam2 men2 msg....sgt besh,tade msk pop corn da,tde jge floor,tade shot wit,tpi mish gak ngn kja tuh....da terbesa bgn2 g kja,ni bgn2 da mleh2 huhuhu.....biarkn,nnti nk kja gak....satu ari nntiiiiiiiii

pesbuk.....

2009-08-05T00:33:00.002+08:00

adesss.....da create akaun,dok men game lak kt pesbuk huhuhu...mek tnm2.ngape tade men tnm2 org ehh,bela2 antuu ker,bela2 binatang buas ker,ley le nak bela rimao ker,tebuan ker,semut gatai ker...tpi besh gak men game nih,nyaris blm thp traddct lgik,ley le nk men2 mse2 lapang,klo dpt wit btoi2 bes gak....lme sbnr nyer tak update blog,tensen sal tdik pon de,da karang byk2 trus tade letrik,geram jer...

tmn pknk (mrepek2)

2009-07-14T14:26:00.003+08:00

wahhhh rini ako offday,besh skit dpt rehat2,tpi tak besh gaji pon tak jln grrr.....
ako brade d cc tmn pknk,nk update blog la ktekn,tpi alangkh skit ati,pc lembab ca sipot B**i,tensen ako,klo cmnih tak wat pape pon da 2 hengget kna,bis sjm gtu jer,tpi da tde tenet kt uma pkai je la tenet snih,redhooo jer,aripon da ujn,pewot lak lapo adess,tnggu jelah ujan brenti,lps bis ujn bru ako mlntk spuas2

tkpelah ley je tnggu,jnji ako dpt berym ngn org yg ako syg,rini dier tlh mlnggr arahan ako,grrrr......sgt2 sdih,geram,ptus asa suma de,dhrp JGN ADDCT BLK NGN BNDA ALAH TUH.....nnti dok mngharap ngn bnda tuh jer klo skit2,da ler cndition suma sekenhen,takya lahhhh jgn jgn jgn tak elokkk

adehhhh geram btoi le ng pc nihhh hempok gak ngn helmet kt pc nih,tpi takpe cm ramai je yg dah lepas grm kt pc nih,tgk monitor pon da retak2 casing dier,btoi2 marah lanih diorg nihh....ntah2 dlu volverine pkai pc nih,nmpk ksan2 calar cm claw jer hahaha kretif2 volverine nihh

cite sal smlm lak,smlm kja kol 2-10 wahhhh sgt2 besh,dpt bgn lewat,ley lmbt2 g kja,tkya rushing2,da msuk kja tuh,cm besa ler ngadap mnger dlu g hand print,suma2 tuh,amik wit float ag,isi borg ag,suma2 ler rutin cm besa kna wat,kna tgur da bpe juta ratus kli dah,cincin jgn pkai tyme kja,cincin len bley ako bkk,stu cincin je yg ako tkkn bkk smpai ble2,cincin kaler itam,saper yg ksi cincin nih??jeng3.....jgn alang ako pkai cincin nih,tumbuk mnger tuh klo suk bkk jgk2,tamao bkk cincin nih,ngh2 sibuk kja kat tket box ngn idung selsema,tensen tol nk ckp ngn costemer gtu,mlu ja

tgh sibuk2 run cnter,kna la pnggil ngn mnger,wahhhh kna angkt brg sgt2 pnt n skit tgn,angkt brg ulang alik nek tngge simpan dlm blk project,wahhhh leguh2 suda bdn,tpi tkpe,dok jln2 ni besh gak dri dok tket box tuh,ngntuk ja,org tak ramai lak isnin2 gtu,mmg kja ako smlm dbyr hnye ntk brmsg ngn awek hahahaha,ble da star mlm tuh,msg pon da cm lmbt2,ntah tataw nape,nset jdi taek kot,tnggu pnye tnggu pnye tnguuu tak gak smpai2 msg,nak blk tuh bru ako antr msg yg kdua,bru ler bertalu2 bnyi nset nih,igtkn da tdo,sbb last msg ckp nk tdo huhuhu,sorie2 nset mmbawa mslh n igin tamatkn perkhidmatan dier ngn lebih awai nihh,pe lgi ntk brsma ngn lbih lme n msg smbl relak2,ako mngmbil kputusn ntk mrempit like rossi,hahaha

corner pon men pls je tak kira cne pon,pdhl mte dok2 bute sbb tk nmpk mlm2,jnji cpt smpai tak dulik hahahaha,smpai je uma trus le bergiat dlm sukan jari,mnekan2 kipad nset antr msg,tpi cm tk lme,da tdo lak,pg tdi jadual sembang2 suda dtukr,dri sblm kol 12 jdi kol 2 lebey huhuhu,cne ley smbg blk msg tyme kul 2 lebey tuh,tbe2 trjge hehehe,igtkn dier pon da tdo gak,upenyer dier pon sme tdo tak berkualiti...smbung ler smpai kepagi,smpai dier nk tdo blk,ako lak tak tdo,nk tnggu 6.30 hahaha

erkkkk rse2 cm berbelit2 n da byk ako merepek mraban mrapu kt snih ckup le dlu,nnti de mase ako smbung lgik huhuhuhu chiowwwwww

miss my hunny sgt2,mlm ni nk mnje ngn hunny lalalala

aftalife

2009-07-11T02:36:00.001+08:00

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

(Fast Guitar Solo)
(Screaming)
(Laughing)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

sikit vs byk skit

2009-07-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

wah ako sudey brada d tepeng,lme tak ngusya blog snirik,nak update skit snih
ujan la pulok tyme skrg nih,huuuu cm besh jer,awek ako da lame tdo,hmmm....tdo lelok yer

byk terjdi msa ako d tgv,jth moto pling ako tak ley lpekn,kat roundbout pon ley tunggeng huhuhuhu,malu2,ntaris de visor,tde la malu ngat,tak nmpk muke,pedih gak ler muntot ako thn geseran jln raye yg bergerigi n tajam2,berterabur poster ako curik kat tgv hahaha,sempat amik blk,nyaris tk kna sapu ngn lori,klo tak cm poster gak ako jdik nipis huhuhu

da slmtkn poster,ngn rempit2 poster lak mlayang kblkng,mleh lak pth blk nk amik,biarkn je,byk ag poster ley d cilok,hahahaha

moto rosak pon de gak tyme kja,adess....elok nk blk cepat nk msg2 len lak jdi nyer,mlyg wit bpk ako repair moto tuh,hahahaah.....nyaris bank dkt,ley bank in wit toce2 ayh....

ritu slps sbln keja dpt ler gajik,skit nk mmpos,pns ati ako huh,tnk kja ctu dah cri kja len lak,rini ako nak g tgk tmnpt bru,opis bru hehehe,mntk2 ler ako ley handle tmpt kja bru tuh,gaji pon mntk2 ler lumayan gak,target nk kna capai nih huhuhuhhu....nk bwk byk2 tyme vacation bersama tersyg...tnggu hubby naaa.....

before leaving

2009-07-01T08:13:00.002+08:00

sblm brangkat nk update skit kt snih
mcm2 brlaku tyme cti 2 ari ritu,tyme blk ke perak ako mrempit ngn bgitu laju sklik,nak cepat smpai la rsa,dlm ujn lebat ako menredah jer smpai ley cecah 160,meter moto tu da giler gamaknyer,mne la moto taik tu ley cecah 160,pling tnggi pon ley cecah smpai 130 jer,cner ley jdi smpai 160??ntahh ako pon tataw...smpai je ke perak,ako mem pitkn dri kt tepeng,sbb ari da gelap nk mlm,tkt lak nk redah jln blkg yg sunyi n bengkang bengkok cam ula,mte da le tak bpe nmpk nk rempit mlm,tkt jdi pape susah,so mik kptsn brenti dlu,keesokkn arinyer bru ako blk kerumah tu pon agk ptng skit ako blk krumh dsbbkn moto ako kna pkai untk ngngkut,grrrr.......

so ptg tuh ako blk lah krumah,mlm tu plak ako kna travel amik bpk ako yg pulang dri sabah,wahhhh bwk kete sensorg...cm bhye jer,tpi tkpe ako bntai gak bwk,slmber hadap,nyaris prjlnn tu slmt n tade pape brlaku smpai lah krumah,actually lps blk amik bpk ako tuh cdg nk update blog,tpi tak terdaya,smpai2 je uma trus pitam,mgkin sbb cndtion bdn kurg memuaskn...

keesokkan arinyer,sblm ako blk ke tepeng blk ntk pit stop kdua,ako n fmly sempat jln2 cri brg kperluan dapo n adik ako nyer brg kperluan,dier da nk blk arau dah,kjp jer dah 2 bln dier cti,ri jmaat ni da kna blk arau,bljr rjin2 adik,nice try ntk sem 1 dier dpt 3.4,thniah,try wat yg terbaek lgik,sem depan cuba lwn awek abg yer adik dekan tuhh....

pas2 je bli brg,smpai je uma ako trus siap2 nk g blk ke pit stop kdua,ari pon sudah smkin glp n nk mlm,tyme rempit2 lgi skli ako ditimpa ujan yg lebat,smpai tk nmpk jln,bpe kli nk tertunggeng ako pon tataw,jln licin nk mmpos,bhye2,ckp je bhye gtu,bwk ttp tak hingat donia,smpai je tepeng dlm2 bsh kutup tu trus je ako mnghntr report kt awek ako ckp da smpai,da lenjun2 kna ujn,dri ptg tuh kmi pon strt brmsg blk...mmg sblm2 event yg de kt sni kmi slalu jer msg2....mmg sgt2 suka brmsg,sbnr nyer ni la satu2 bnda yg menghubungkn ako ngn dier,ako jaoh n dier pon jaoh,susah nk dpt tgk dpn2,so ngn msg lah dpt ako taw pe yg tlh trjdi kt dri dier,pe dier bwat,sehat ker,sakit ker,mrh,sedih,kcewa suma ako dpt taw dri bnda nih,mlng nyer tk lme kjp jer,smlmn dier tak msg ako,mmg trasa sgt2 snyi,ilang mood,lemah2,blur,otak tk jln suma rasa de,bgtu kuat effct kt dri ako ble tk dpt cntct ngn dier,besar pranan dier trhdp dri ako...nth ler bkk pc pon nk update blog pon rsa cm tde idea je smlm,bkk sje tpi tak wat pape,smlmn ako tnggu msg dri dier,smlmn jgk ako dgr lgu a littel piece of heaven n dear god nih,trasa tnk dgr lgu len dah mlm tuh,nset sntiasa ad kt tgn ako,tnggu msg dri dier,tpi pekn daya,tde msg dri dier pon,then bru lah de 1 msg dri dier...dpt bls skli,then trus snyp blk,ym pon tk bls,da mcm nk gle pon de rasa tyme tuh.sgt2 sunyi,trasa kna tnggl je tyme tuh

mmg dlm 2 ari nih kmi asik gduh jer,gadooooooo....then baik blk,tk smpai shri blk gadoo,lbey kurg de syif lak,siang baik,mlm ntk gado,ntah ler ako pon tataw nk kte per,trima je pe jdi kt dri ako nih,tamo gado2 ngn dier,ako sgt2 tk ske...biler nk baik ako pon tataw jgk,mntk2 le cpt dier ilng prasaan mrh kt ako,smpai sni jelah da byk da ako karut2 kt snih,nk siap2 blk penang kmbli,nmpk gye pgi nih cm kna rempit dlm ujn lgik,agk lebat ujn diluar,redahhh jerrrr....slmber

dear god(4 my luvly hunny)

2009-07-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

yellow one:my pray 4 you hunny
blue one:my feeling rite now

everything i do i do it for you

2009-06-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

klik ler hunny hehehe

this song dedicate for my luvly hunny.....next update tomorrow neber diessss huhuhuuhuh

sabtu mlm huuuu

2009-06-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

siang tdik ako strt keja kol 1 ptng smpai kol 7 sgt2 rilek kja hehehe siap ley msg bkn2 ag huuu,tpi agk risau gak tkt org nmpk yg....hunny je yg phm huhuhu,agk lme la msg2 gtu,smpai drag mlm pon de,tpi now da stop kottttttttt......ley je smbg ag nih,sgt2 mish kt dier,tyme msg2 tuh,trasa sgt2 mish kat event yg tlh berlaku tyme jmpa dier,trasa cm bru ag bnda tu berlaku,hati ako tbe2 berdegup laju,cm btl2 event tu ngh terjdi kt dri ako skrg,tyme event ritu pon ati ako berdegup laju,tpi ako wat2 rilek cm tade pape brlaku,hmmm.....ble lah akn dpt jmpa buah ati ako ni lgi,nak jmpa lgikkkkkkkkkkkkk..............uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,tunggu hubby yer hunny,nak jmpa hunny jgk2.

skrg ako dok lepak2 sme ckmt kt nasmir,de tenet free ley le ako update blog yg buruk nih,lme tak msuk nyaris tak sepah2 ngn rumput liar hehehe,sok strt kja kol 2 lak,tket box la plak,tpi tkpe besh keje ctu,dpt dduk,ntah la sok ari ahd erkkkkk org ramaii kot,uwaaaaa......tkpe2 calm down,mgkin tade org,tak pon ako letak jer sign ckp counter close,proceed to the next counter hahahaha,sgt2 mls,biar org sblh yg kna ckp2 ngn costumer,ako dok rilek2 men msg ngn hunny yg terchenta,rndu bangat deh kat dia...

erkkkkkk da nak kna off,ta bis update ag,ckmat lak nk blk,okah2 ad masa ag ako nak update lgik

hunny jgn berpikir ntk tngglkn ur hubby nih,da sayang,tersayang,menyayang,sesayang,kesayang,disayang suma de dah hubby rasa kt hunny nih,bhgia je rasa rini sbb dpt mnja2 ngn hunny rini,lme da tak mnja2,thnx hunny luv u damn much hunny bunny muahhhh muahhh muahhhhhhh.........uuuuu mlekatttt

harini

2009-06-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

shri ako da duk kt tepen nih,sok kna p keja blk adess.....ako blk tepen adlah sebab mnyebab ntk mnyetelkn trus yuran pngajian ako yg suda lme tertonggak huhuhuhu,so tgh ari tdi ako kuwa kn wit yg telah dmsukkn oleh bpk ako sbyk 5000 uuuuuuu thnx dad,klo tade wit dier mau terberak ako nak cri wit byk tuh,gaji pon tah bpe sen sgt ngahahaha,gji yg de ni pon adlh ntk tujuan yg len,taley nak spent ntk suma2 bnda ngarut tuh,save save save just 4 my hunny bunny,gonna use it later,ako nk jmpe dier,lme seh tak jmpe rndu sgt2 rsa kt ati ney,cne la nnti klo da jmpe,mmg kna sepak terajang ngn dier,tu prkra pertama dier nk wat tyme jmpe ako kot,tpi tkpe tak sakit mne pon,jnji ako dpt jmpe dier,kna pukol2 ngn kayu pon ako tak kisahhhh jnjiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ako dpt jmpe dier

sudah sebulan hunny ako abiskn practikal dier,mgkin pas ni dier akn lgi bz bz bz uwaaaaaaa bz like a bee,dier nk ciapkn suma keja dier sblm ley biskn pngjian dier,tkpe2 ako phm lgi situasi dier,skrg ni pon dier tgh tdo,hmmmm.......tnggl sensorg lgi ako mlm nih,cian dier msti pnt kn,slalu pon gtu,pas blk dri prctcl dier akn tdo dlu,then bgn bru msg ako,tpi tak lme sbb dier kna tdo awl blk ntk g prctcl keesokkn arinyer,tkpe hunny hubby phm,hubby tak diabaikn pon,hunny sntiasa akn mlyn krenah hubby even hunny ngh byk keja sklipon,thnx sgt2 hunny,kdg2 msg ako pon smpai dier tertido tak sdrkn dri,byk pngorbnn dier kt ako,mgkin ako tk dpt mmbls nyer

tpi ako cba ntk mmbls nyer dgn mnjga dier baik2 slgi ako msih brada didunia nih,hunny jgn risau hubby akn cba jga hunny ngn sebaik mngkin,akn jga hubungn kiter,walaupon kadang kala hubungn kami agk goyang,tpi msih dpt dslmtkn,ako tak snggup ntk mlpskn dier lgi,tak puas lgi ako brsma dier,biarlah hubungn ako ngn dier ni lme n kekal smpai ble2,tdi msa ngh sibuk kuwa wit ribu2 tbe2 ad cll,ako da dgr da lgu tuh,ako taw spe yg cll,ako angkt,ako dgr sore hunny ako,cian sgt2 ako dgr sore dier,smpai ako sndri tak thn dgr sore dier,sedih sgt2,dier ngh sakit2 tpi ako lak dmne????pe yg ako leh bntu dier???ako brsama dier ke tyme dier sakit2????pe pon ako tak ley buat,loser nyer ako,ako hnya dpt nsihtkn dier,dpt wat2 lawak bodo je spya dier dpt ilngkn rasa sakit dier tuh,cian kt hunny,sok klo tak lrt hunny mik mc ehh hunny syg

maafkn hubby hunny,tkde pe yg hubby dpt wat ble hunny skit2,trasa bodo n tak gna diri nih,ble hunny dlm ksusahan,sbb tu hubby klo bleh mmg tnk hunny skit2,hubby akn rasa bersalah sgt2,hrp hunny dpt jga dri dsana eh hunny,dgr ckp hubby,just 4 ur own good gak hunny,afta that ako trus byr wit pngajian tuh,ble da sampai rumah,trus ako cll dier,sgt2 risau akn ksihatan dier,tyme ako cll tuh,trasa lega skit sbb ako dgr sore dier da mcm biasa,tak mcm sblm nih siap ngis2 sgt2 susa ati n sedih ble dgr sore hunny ngis..........uuuuu luv u so much sweetheart

today...

2009-06-17T11:38:00.002+08:00

rini cm besa ako kna kja pagi lak kol 12 kje kat ticket box,rini ako bgn awal dlm kol 7.15 ako da bgn dah then msg2 smpai tak tdo2,mish banget kat my hunny,pgi tdi agk awal dier titun,cdg2 nak msg smbl rmpit2,pgg nset sblh tgn nyer lme tyme rempit2 trus smpai krumah dier tak bls2 sah dier da titow,smpai je rumah trus ako gtaw ako da smpai,nnti tak msg2 risau lak kot2 jdi pape,huhu,so ako pon trus letak pale kt ktil,pnye lme ako bring2 mte tak jgk padam2 ades smpai kol 5 lebey2 bru ako rasa cm kna ubt pelali,brula rasa ngntuk skit2,tbe2 ako tersedar dlm kol 7.15 tuh,pe ag bkk mate luas2 tgk nset,grrrr....tade msg,so ako decide pgg nset n tnggu msg dri hunny,smpai le satu ketika de bnyi "diam diam diam"....wah de msg msuk ngn msg nyer"muahh"jdi ler msg pembukaan pagi,msg ler smpai dier nak shlving,mula2 tnggu kot2 dier nak msg,tpi cm byk je nak kna shelving,perut pon da mncarut2....ako pon g mndi,pas mndi ciap2 trus g rempit ke tmpt kja,ble da smpai tuh trus ako g arena ngn niat nak mkn,tpi ble da sumbat 2,3 suap,rasa cm nak kuwa blk lak,cm knyg je rase,cinabeng bnr,bis rugi wit ako 7 hngget ntk mknn saje,tkpe2 halal kn jer

kini ako d lib ntk update blog skjp,huhuhu dpt update satu pon jdi ler

P/S:hunny hubby nak gtaw neyh,rini mgkin hubby blk tepen,nak g klej bayo wit utang sok hubby cti taw,igt tuhhh

a little piece of heaven

2009-06-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

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lgu yg giler tpi besh,hayati lirik btoi2,mgkin akn dpt phm mksd lgu tuh,erkkkk.....klo ako ler,tak smpai ati nak wat gtu ohhhhh

kerja gile....

2009-06-14T02:51:00.003+08:00

keje gile yg pnh ako wat,kul 10 pgi smlm ako blk ke penang ntk mngerjakan pkerjaan,msuk kol 12,then tpt kol 12 ako msuk keja,btoi2 smpai je trus msuk keja perfect tyming hehehe,mcm besa ako kja kt candy box,smpai kol 6,after habis kja cdg nak blk kerumah,apekan daye bile cll mmbr ako dier ckp dier tade kat umah uwaaa,dier de kat baling,ako terpakse mlepak2 dhulu smbl berpikir next move,so ako dpt idea ntk cll mmbr ako yg sorg ag ngn hajat ntk tumpang smlm d rumah dier,apekan daye ag,smpai skrg dier tak jwb2 cll ako adess.....masa trus berlalu,ako sudah kebuntuan akal,ako pon g ke tmpt dier bkerja,ngn arapan dpt face 2 face ngn dier,tade la plak,agk lme ako mnunggu dctu,so ako pon mmbuat kputusan ntk bredar,kuwa je dri ctu ngn cnfdnt level yg tnggi ako pon rempit ikot sesuke ati ako ngn niat nak g ke rumah mmbr ako yg tade org tuh,ley lepak2 jap kt ctu,tpi trus sesat larat tah mne2 alam ako .

redah nyer redah brule ako dpt jmpa jln yg btoi,pe lgik rempit tarak ingat cm rossi,sbb nak cpt smpai nk msg buah ati yg terchenta,cian dier tnggu msg ako,smpai je kat tmn minden,ako lepak2 kat tmn yg de kat ctu,lepak kt bngku yg terdapat bwh pokok pe tah,cdg nak je tdo kt ctu,tataw nak pkir pape ag tyme tuh,ngn bdn yg agk pnt lps keja,ako pon da tataw nak pkir pape,nyaris tyme lepak2 ctu,my hunny tmn ako ngn msg2 dier ako dpt mnghilangkn rasa pnt kt bdn nih,cm de energy ble msg2 ngn dier thanx hunny,hubby sonok msg hunny,bnda yg pling hubby suka adlh bersama hunny tak kire wktu yg cmne,ngh rempit pon ako dan ag nak msg2 dier,tnk ksi dier mnunggu ako lme2.....

dok2 msg dier,ngn keadaan bateri yg agk kritikal,ako pon mngmbil kputusan yg agak drastik iaitu blk ke tepen,ntah cne terkuwa idea yg gile tuh,tpi tkpe jnji ad shelter ntk ako mlm nih,pagi nih nak travel blk ke penang ntk ngerjakan pkerjaan lgik,huhuhu arap2 dpt bgn rini....de sape2 ley tlg grakkan huhu??dlm kol 11.10 ako bertolak ke tepen(tolak msti le lmbt smpai)ako mrempit ke tepen,ngn kesejukan mlm n pnt kja tak ilang ag sbb da tak msg my hunny ,energy da kurg blk ako redah gak blk,rempit ngn agk laju ag sbb nak cepat smpai,nak msg my hunny lgi,pkirkn dier stiap masa wktu ngh rempit2,tak smpat bkk hlmet ble da smpai tuh,ako da msg dier dlu,moto pon tak mati engine ag huhuhu bertape syg n rndu kt hunny,maka ngn balasan msg dri dier,ako kmbali bertenaga,tpi skrg ni dier da tdo kot uwaaaaa.........weak weak weak......

maka cmplete lah travel ako ntk rini sjaoh hmpir 200 km dri tepen ke penang n dri penang ke tepen kmbali,huhuhu rini nak g penang blk......uhuhuhuu....tkpe snggup je wat,de yg wat ako bersemangat ntk bkerja,nak arcve my target....target....target....targettt....fight too ohhhhhhh.........

P/S:sblm terlupe,hunny bljr bwk kete lelok taw,mik lesen skli jer,biar smpai de plekat P hehehe
smoge hunny dpt lesen,ley bwk hubby jenjalan,ley slalu mai perak jmpe hubby

jumaat

2009-06-12T13:15:00.002+08:00

hrini jumaat sdah 3 hari ako tak keja,huhuhu sok strt blk ako nak kna g penang ntk mngerjakan pekerjaan,ako d tepen mnghabiskn masa brsama bdk2 dsini,bout our relationship plak,skrg nih ako dapat mrasa mgkin hubungn kami dapat dteruskn,mngkin my hunny akn mnerima ako kmbali sperti biasa n harap sgt2 dier dpt berbuat bgitu,ako da terlampau syg kt dier,tak snggup ntk ptus cinta lgik,the truth is,if she not accept me,mmg ako rasa ni last hubungan ako bersama prmpuan n ako takut ntk bercinta lgik,mgkin smpai mati ako tak dpt mnerima putusnya hubungn kami,dsbbkn statment yg dberi tuh mmg ako da mcm nak putus asa,sbb ako mmg tak bley nak wat pape,klo dier tak ska ngn prangai ako,mgkin ako ley cuba ntk brubah tpi ble dsbbkn taste mmg ako terpaku when the 1st tyme ako dpt msg tuh,tatau nak wat pape,that tyme ako mmg mcm sudah ilng pertimbangan dri,lnsg tak ley berpikir pe nak bwat,mgkin ni nasib ako,ako sgt redho n pasrah pe yg terjadi,knper bnda nih trjdi kt ako seringkali dtinggalkn,apekah salah ku,dlu2 ako tak kisah ngat org nak tngglkn ako,tpi ble brsama my hunny,prasaan tu brubah,ako tak dpt ntk mlupakn dier,ako tak dpt ntk mlepaskn dier,n ako tak dpt trima perpisahan kami,sbb ako da anggp dier ni lah org yg last bgi ako,ako ingin brsama dier shngga ujung nyawa ako,prasaan ako kt dier sudah smkin mndalam n sgt2 mndalam.......ntah laa.....hope dier akn dpt trima ako.....hope sgt2

TAHNIAH HUNNY......sbb dpt result yg agk gempak last sem dier brada d UITM,TAHNIAH skli lgi hunny,hubby ucpkn kat hunny,dpt dean sem nih ehh.....bgus,salute ntk my hunny sbb dier dpt juga mmbuat yg terbaek ntk exam yg last nih,mmg tyme tuh kami ad krisis yg agk hebat ngn krisis assign yg dkasi,tpi dier dpt gak mgawal keadaan ntk mmbuatkn dier dpt dean cmnih,ako tak kisah yg lps dier ngn ako seringkli brgduh bile taw kptsn dier agk bgus last sem nih,hubby mntk maaf hunny if masa tu hubby byk mnyusahkn hunny ntk stdy.......

TAHNIAH DIUCAPKN KEPADA AINA ZAIREYNNA ATAS KEPUTUSAN YG BAEK,HUBBY TUMPANG GEMBIRA HUNNY

DiNgiN

2009-06-10T00:01:00.002+08:00

mlm ni trasa amt dingin skli,knpe ehh??emmm.....mlm ni trasa ubgn ako ngn awek ako sgt dingin skli,tak mcm biasa,mood dier tbe2 brubh ngn sklip mata,ako bersalah??emmm....sorry klo de pape yg mmbuatkn hunny tak puas ati kt hubby,ako taw,ako tak bleh mmbrikn rupa yg dia inginkn n idamknkn tpi ako taw ako hnya mmpu mmbri ksih syg n cinta yg tlus ikhlas kt dier,semua tu ktentuan tuhan,ako tak leh nk hlng nyer,kdg2 ako da trasa redho ngn khndak psgn ako nih,sbb ako tataw nak bwat pape dah,klo tade komitmen dri kdua blh pihak,ako rasa hbgn ni tkkn berjaya..."hubby bkn taste hunny" ayt yg mmbuatkn ako btl2 blnk n trasa pasrah yg amat trhdap dri kkurangn dri ako nih,kknpe tak diucapkn dri dlu lgi msa still gna ko n ako "ko bkn taste ako" mgkin ako leh trima,knpe msti skrg stlh brbhasa hubby n hunny,ako sgt2 syg kat dier...ntah lah tataw nak update pe lgik,trasa sedih yg amat,tde idea nk update pape,mgkin hrini hri yg amt hard ntk ako,shngga skrg psgn ako still dingin ngn ako.....ntahhhhh laaa.....harap2 hubungn ako ngn dier akn brkekalan smpai ble2,ako syg dier sgt2,mntk2 dier dpt trima kkurgn diri ako...amin

sadness n sorrow

sial kah ari slasa mnggu nih

2009-06-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

ari slasa 9.6.09 mgkin hari yg amat sial bg ako,atopon ako sndri yg sial ako pon tak pasti,tpi bwat masa nih mmg ako trasa dri ako sndri yg sial.....

ako di penang(skligus cmpur aduk)

2009-06-05T21:45:00.003+08:00

wah sgt susah idop dsini ngan gaji pon cam taik....ngan tol ag huhhu,sgt2 kna save wit,smata2 ntk my hunny,tpi tak kisah asalkn dpt pulangan yg besh dri my hunny,sgt2 rndu kat dier,ako harap dier phm ngn keadaan ako skrg dsini,hunny jgn tngglkn hubby ehh,tpi ako tak ley nak bwat keja ako jer ble mai tyme keja,jari jmari ako msti akn tekan2 msg ntk antr kt my hunny,tak kisah ler dier bls ke ataw tak,cma da jdi tabiat,ble da hntr msg tuh,ako akn rasa lega,skurg2 dier taw ako sntiasa igt kt dier,sudah mnjadi habit ako akn msg2 dier stiap ari,klo tak msg akn rasa sesuatu yg tak lengkap dlm idup ako huhuhu.....da mcm addct ngn hunny lak huhu,pg tdi adalah ari yg pling paneh dlm idup ako,grrrr.....budus nyer mamu,lebey 5 jam ako kna tnggu luwa uma dier,sbb dier tade kat uma,geram sgt2 je rasa,nak jer baling dier dri aparment yg atas tuh grrrr.....budus....budus....budus.... bkn budu,budu tu mknn ngeri awek ako lalala,ako tak kisah pon kna tnggu smpai 5 jam kat luar jnji ada org akn teman ako,bat ako lak wat taek,adehhhhhhh tensen2....nak jer cmpak nset tuh jao2 suh bpk ako bli yg bru grrrr....awat nset tade kose solar ehhh,klo tak ley cas bwh lmpu jln huhuhu,tade la bat abish.....sowie my hunny,hubby tak dpt msg hunny pagi tadik sbb nset bateri tadak,msti lme hunny tnggu hubby kan....gomennaaaaa......\

rini ako keja kat bhgian tele lak,wahhhh sgt2 sonok keje tuh smpai ako ngntuk wat keje tuh,mcm dtg keje sesaje jer,suh lepak2 kat ctu hahah gaji jln gak,ako kna jdi operator jwb pnggilan,tpi bkn ramai pon yg pnggil,cma tyme tgh ari jer yg ramai sket,pe yg diorg tnye ako jwb jela ntah betoi ke tah idak hehehe....sok ako kna keja agik jge cash machine lak uwaaa....jgn la de shot ag cm ritu....

ntah tataw da pe ako nak ckpkn ag,ako nak cepat dpt pkai tenet kjp jer,sowie sgt2 hunny,hubby tak dpt ym hunny,yak dpt slalu2 gna tenet ntk on9 brsma hunny,sowie sgt2 kat sni agk susa nk dpt tenet,blk pon da mlm,ble ag nak pkai tenet nyer,nak pesan kat hunny,jga dri lelok,jgn cepat2 emo hehehe,sesungguhnyer hubby akn tetap sayang n cinta hunny ngn sepenuh ati hubby,luv u so much hunny,hunny msti tnggu hubby smpai hubby berjumpa hunny,klo tak sia2 jer hubby g penang nih,suma nih 1 jer tujuan hubby,ntk brjmpa ngn hunny,da rndu sgt2 kt hunny,hunny hubby nak gtaw 1 je nih,skria nyer hubby lmbt bls msg hunny,jgn risau,hubby ttp akn igt hunny stiap masa,evry day hubby misg kat hunny luv u so much hunny...waaaaa taley lme2 nak off daaaaa.....hiarghhhhhhhhhhh(bnyi cam otomen tebang g planet mne tah)

CREEP(ddcte to my luvly hunny)

2009-06-03T05:36:00.002+08:00

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run... run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

creeptonyte me baby

adakah??ako??suda??

2009-06-03T05:02:00.003+08:00

rabu...
mgkin hrini ari last ako mgupdate blog ako snirik,sbb ako akn berangkat ke penang kembali ntk bekerja,sgt skjp jer neyh dpt dok uma,adehh cne la nih,tpi sblm ako tak dpt nggunakan internet,dksmpatan ini ako akn update blog n gnakn internet sepenuh nyer,dri smlm shngga hrini ako mlyn hunny ako dlm ym,da lme sgt2 ako tak ym dier,mmg sgt2 rndu kat dier,sblm ni pon kami berkenalan ngn gnakan internet gak,mula2 dri forum,then trun ke ym kmudian trun ke msg2 dan juga calling2 shngga lah smpai satu ari ako dpt jmpa my hunny bwat kali pertama nyer,sgt2 xcited tyme tuh,sbb pertama kli dpt jumpa org yg ako btl2 syg,mmg tyme tuh sgt2 bhgia bwat ako,dierlah org yg pling ako syg,dier lah penyeri idup ako slama nih yg dlu2 idup dlm kegelapan,mmg spent tyme bersama dier waktu tuh sgt2 skjp n tak ckup,shngga skrg stiap inci event tuh ako sntiasa ingt n takkan lupa sampai bler2,mybe what she gave to me was the greatest birthday present that i've got in my whole life,thanx hunny ngn adiah yg hunny bg tyme kiter jmpa ritu,event bersama hunny adlh adiah yg terbaik bwat hubby,thnx sgt2 hunny,hubby tkkn lupenyer smpai hubby mati

afta berym ngn my hunny,dier lak call ako,mmg sgt2 rndu ngn suara dier,dlu2 kami akn bersembang smpai 3,4 jam,gskr nih dlm sjm jer sudah brenti,ako tak mrh dier pon,ako taw dier kini suda ad tanggung jwb yg perlu dlakukn,ako sgt2 suka ngn suara dier,bg ako suara dier mmg mnja n sgt2 sonok ako dgr,ble skli dgr suara dier mcm ilang sgala msalah ako,rasa lapang dada,n rasa mmg nak sgt2 dier dpt call ako slalu,tpi stiap kli dier call ako,ngn scara tak sngaja tear ako sering kuar,trasa mcm sebak kt dlm ati ako nih,mgkin ako trlmpau rndukn dier,ako perlukn dier dsisi ako,ako rndu sgt2 nak mrasa dier dlm plukan ako,ako ngaku evry tyme dier cll ako tear ako sering kli kuar ngn tak sngaja,hubby rindukan hunny sgt2(msih kuar tear smasa write blog nih),tak kisah klo tears ni kuar adalah sbb dier,ako sgt2 syg kt dier,adkah ako kini sudah mnjdi seorg yg sensitif??mungkin......biarla jdi sensitif pon,ako tak pdulik

tak sngka sudah hmpir 2 bln event bersama hunny sudah berlalu ehh....kjp je rasa sudah lma tak jmpa hunny,hrini sblm dier tdo ako sempat nyanyikn dier lgu smpai dier terlelap sndrik,slalu pon dier akn mntk ako nyanyi ntk dier smpai dier tdo,smnjk ako kje blm berpluang lgi ako nyanyi ntk dier,bru hrini ako dpt mmnuhi permintaan dier,npela hunny nak suh hubby nyanyi??sore tak sedap la hunny,shegan jer hubby,cam katak sore hubby nih(malu2).hunny.....tnggu hubby ehh,akn hubby smpai gak ntk bertemu hunny.

stop sni jelah tpik ako ntk kli nih,ad masa ako akn update ag blog nih
hunny jgn nkl2 taw,tnggu hubby shngga dpt jmpa hunny,slalu2 la lwt blog hubby ehh,bersihkn semak2 kat blog nih,tebas2 lalang kt blog nih,msti nek lalang sbb lme tak bkk
huuny.....satu je hubby nak pesan,igt bhwa hubby akn trus syg n cinta kat hunny smpai hubby mati,god will........luv u so much aina zaireynna,miss u sgt2 byk n terlampau

see ya.......

ari slasa

2009-06-03T00:12:00.003+08:00

slasa......

wahhhhh kjp nyer da ari slase,huhuhu sok da nak blk penang,ble ag dpt update blog nih huhuhu,tkpe2 ad masa ako g cc nak update blog,adeh lme nyer nak 2 bln nih,ako nak witttttttttt........nak gna wit jmpe istri terchenta,hunny tnggu hubby ehhh,nak kumpul wit nih smate nak jmpe hunny,tunggu tawww,jgn tak tnggu klo tak sia2 jer hubby g kja nih,uwaaaaaa.......hubby wat nih suma smata2 sbb hunny,tak kisah ler penat ke ape ker,jnji dpt pulangn n pulangn tu akn wat ako sonok ntk bmesra n brmnja ngn hunny,rndu sgt2 kt hunny,sbb tu nak jmpa dier sgt2,afta dpt jmpa dier,nak jdi pape kt ako pon jdi lah,ako tak kisah,tpi jgn sblm ako jmpa dier,pnjgkn umo ako shingga ako dapat jmpa aina zaireynna ksygn ako nih,wittt oooooo wit ble nak mai,sgt mmrlukn wit skrg nihhh,terpaksa mnjdi org kesangapan wit,tkpe jnji ako dapat pe yg ako nak huhuhu,sok da rabu,uwaaaaaaaaaa.........awat kjp ngat ari rabu nyer,nak dok sni ag,nak update blog,nak ym2 my bby.....pesanan kt hunny,jgn noty2 taw,warn kat ejat tuh,hubby sgt2 tak ske dier wat gtu kat hunny,tak kisah kuat ke slo,tpi jgn sentuh seseorang kepunyaan hubby,

SGT2 MENCI KLO ADE ORG WAT GTU

new season

2009-06-02T15:20:00.002+08:00

sudey brbrapa ari tak update blog,bru ni ad ksempatan nak mengupdate,skrg ngh cuti dpt la blk kjp rilek2 kt uma,dok jge atok dok lepak2 ngn adik2,sok da nak kna blk ke penang blk adehhh trasa amt kjp da 3 ari tak keja,1 st day keja tade la pnt sgt,sbb keja bhgian dapur jer,ley rilek2 msg2 istri,lepak,2nd n 3rd day keja mmg sgt2 pnt,huhuhu,pas keja nak mghdap jem ag adehhhh....sgt2 lenguh kaki men clutch,ari ke3 blk dlm kul 8 msih ad kt bridge,smpai uma dekt2 8.15,cdg niat dhti nak blk kul 9 mlm,tpi mmg tarasa amt penat n ngantuk,sorry hunny,hubby tak dpt blk kul 9 mlm,trasa sgt2 penat hunny,blk2 keja trus nak travel ke perak,klo de driver yg tlg bwkkn ley gak blk kul 9 tuh,bkn tnk blk,trasa amt mengntuk,tkt jdi pape tyme driving.HUBBY MNTA MAAF SGT2 HUNNY

last note...final episode

2009-05-28T01:58:00.005+08:00

this will be my last note,dont know when i can update this blog again,sblm tuh ako nak tlis brbrapa perkara kat sni ntk hunny:

1)jga dri baek2 ehh bby

2)jgn noty2 ngn org len

3)ble rndu cyg tgk pic cyg byk2 kli

4)klo de masa bby update blog cyg skli ehh

5)bby jgn ngis2 taw,rndu cyg je tkpe(cyg sedey gak klo bby ngis2,cyg taley thn trasa sebak sgt2)

6)jrk kite da mkin jauh,tpi tu cuma jrk jer,bby akn sentiasa dekat ngn cyg,ad je kat ati cyg nih

7)cyg syg bby sgt2,hrp bby pown cmtu kat cyg

8)jgn nak gatai2 ngn org len taw,klo gatai gak cyg geget bby kuat2(tmbh utang ag)

9)jga ksihatan bby,pantang skit lam mkn2,choc ikot perjanjian kter,nescafe jgn sentuh lnsg,kcng2 jgn mam,air gas elakkn,jgn mam pndol slalu klo skit2 tak elok

10)nny tnggu shngga cyg n bby bertemu skli lgi ehhh

LuV U So MuCh HuNnY,My LoVe 4 U wAs ToO dEeP......
DoNt U eVeR KeEp AwAy FrOm Me.....
wait till i come to youuuuuuu.......... -the end-2:24 am(thursday before take off huhu)

2009-05-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

luv u so much baby

dont cry (ddcte 4 my hunny)

2009-05-27T20:42:00.015+08:00

Talk to me softly
There is something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin is changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sign
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight

DoNt YoU CrY BaBy AiNa ZaIrEyNnA

pLaY Me BaBy

2nd letter 4 my luv one

2009-05-27T20:12:00.004+08:00

dear bby.....

harini bru cyg dpt mngupdate blog,suda brbrapa hari cyg tak dpt bkk internet,tak taw lgi ble lgi cyg ley update blog cyg nih,hmmm......dksmpatan ini cyg ingin mgatakan cyg sudah pown dapat bkerja kat seberang perai,keja part tyme,lgi jauh jarak kite kan bby??hmmm.....tpi tkpe bby,cyg wat suma adlah demi bby,cyg nak keja ntk dpt duit,nak spent all of my money with you bby,cyg nak bli brg2 ntk bby,spya brg tu kekal kt bby,bby bley igt cyg smpai ble2,cyg nak mghbiskn masa brsama bby,nak brsronok brsma bby,trasa amat rndu ngn bby,tak ley rsa nyer nk trangkn kt sni brtapa rndu nyer cyg kat bby,cyg nak lgi rasa cmne kiter 1st met dlu,mmg sgt2 sedih masa nak mngglkn bby,trasa mcm tkkn brjmpa dah,skrg ni cyg da nekad,nak jmpa bby sgt2,pe nak jdi pon jadi.

skrg ni rasa kite da tak mcm dlu ag bby,skrg bby da sibuk ngn prctkl,cyg phm ngn keadaan bby,tpi ngn perubhn yg mngejut cmtuh,cyg rsa sgt2 susah ntk ngatasi nyer,cyg terlampau rndu kt bby,setiap pagi wktu bgn cyg akn pgg nset tnggu smpai msg bby smpai,bkn stiap pgi sj,mlhn setiap masa cyg akn pgg nset nak mnunggu msg dri my hunny smpai,mlm pown da tak mcm dlu,biasa mlm cyg akn dtmani oleh bby smpai pgi,skrg ni cyg kna ubh bnda tuh,bby da mula tdo awl,hmmm.....blw bby da tdo mlm tuh,cyg btl2 rasa sunyi,btl2 rsa nak sgt2 msg bby,tpi cyg tnk gnggu tdo bby,sbb sok bby nak kna bgn awl,cyg tatap pic bby brulng kli smpai pg,mmg trasa amt2 rndu kt bby tyme tuh mula mnglir air mata,rndu suara bby,slalu bby pnmn cyg smbg2 smpai kepagi,5,6, pagi tuh bkn tyme tdo lgi ntk kita,tkpelah bby,cyg phm ngn situasi tuh,cyg tak mrh bby,cma nak gtaw cyg sgt2 rndu kt bby stiap ari.pling rndu ble wktu mlm,mish sgt2 tyme kite dlu2.

ntk lpskn rndu tuh,cyg amik kptsn nak kja,nak dpt bby cyg nih,cyg nak tgk cmna rupa buah ati cyg skrg nih,suda rsa lma sgt tak jmpa bby,rini cyg last kat perak nih,cyg akn pergi ke penang lak,bby jgn lupa cyg ehh,jgn noty2 kat sna,mish kat cyg tkpe,bwat keja lelok,jgn jth2 bku lagi,jagan g kat spe2,jgn tngglkn cyg,jgn cri len,just ad cyg je kt ati bby,gtg nak kemas2 brg,nak merantaw jao lak,luv u so much bby n im always miss my hunny....luv u so much my aina zaireynna md zainuddin.

p/s:bby jgn sdih2 cm pg tdi tau,klo bby sedih cyg pown lgi sdih rsa,jgn nanes2 lgi ehh,cyg sedih dgr ble bby ngis2 trasa sebak kt ati cyg ble dgr bby ngis cmtuh,i know u miss me so much,cyg pown rsa cmtu bby,cyg lgi rasa sgt2 rndu kt bby sbb cyg tkde pe nak bwat,stiap masa asyik trngtkn bby.

uwaaa......

2009-05-24T23:39:00.004+08:00

jam sudah mnunjukkn kul 11.39...wat msa ni hunny ako da tdo,arini lgi ako da trasa brtpa rndunyer kat bby,slalu smpai kul 5,6 pagi kami msih lgi sms sma2,tpi hrini stkt kul 11 jer,dier da mula tdo,cmne lah nak hadapi masa2 akn dtg smpai 2 bln,mesti sgt2 bz ngn prektikal,ako sgt2 rndu kat dier,ako brada jauh dri dier,nak jmpa pown tah ble2 taun bru akn dpt jmpa,dgn msg2 dier dpt mrasakn ako sngt dekat ngn dier,skrg suma tuh sudah ditarik,sgt2 mish kt bby,sgt2 sedih skrg nih......tpi apekn daya ako tau dier pon tanak cmtu,nak wat cmne da tugas dier ntk prgi prektikal tuh,ako akur,pasrah,terima seadanya n paling penting ako akn cuba redhoooo.......bby cepatlah abis prektikal tuh,cyg nak kite cm besa2 mcm sblm2 nih,cyg akn rndu sgt2 kt bby

GONNA MISS YOU DAMN MUCH AINA ZAIREYNNA MD ZAINUDDIN...hmmmmmm....off

after midnight.....dedcte 4 my hunny musyuk2

2009-05-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

After midnight i shall kidnap you from the world
and i’ll keep you in my room
hush now my love and hold my hand
after midnight i shall take you to a place
where no one else should know of
hush now my love and hold my hand

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be
if anyone asks for you
they would have to find me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

after midnight
i shall stay awake
and if you chose to close your eyes now
hush now my love
i’ll watch you sleep

you are exactly where you’re supposed to be
and if they come for you
they would have to fight me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

After Midnight

rantai.....

2009-05-24T17:46:00.008+08:00

rini ako bgn awal kol 8 lebey2 huhuhu,cne tah ley terbangun awai,tpi ako guling2 pnye lme sbb rsa mls sgt2 nak bgn,bgn2 jer dri tdo ako trus antr msg kat my hunny musyuk2,pehtu ako smbung guling2,pehtu rasa2 ako terlelap blk shngga ako terjga skli lgik bwat kli kedua,trus tgk nset,wauuuuu....de msg,sorry bby cyg lmbt bls, afta berbls2 msg ngn bby ako,smpai mama dtg msuk blk,badget nak kjutkn ako,tpi ako mmg sdia terjga,dier suh ako siap cepat2 sbb nak blk dri uma mk ngh n nak g bli syusyu adik,pergila shoppng2 bli syusyu kt jusco,pnyer la lme kt ctu,tak lrt ako nak ikot mama ako jln2,kte nak bli syusyu jer,tpi bnde len lak dier tuju dlu,bju adik ler,btol syusyu ler,bju luar dlm suma dier nak tgk,siap ngan sliper skli dier nak usya adesss.....tensen ako,ikot jelah kate dier,tpi tkpe ako tak kisah ngat sbb ako sibuk ngn msg bby ako,ako sbnr nyer tgh mncri sesuatu kat ctu cam de bnda ilang,upe2 nyer dier ngaku ad kat dier bnda tuh,hehehehe,jge lelok taw bby bnda tuhhhh...........jgn ksi org len,da bis slsai bli syusyu adik kuwa ler,da kuwa lak ad lak kdai bju2 pit stop lgik kat ctu adessss........nenek plak nak bli bju kt ctu,ngn muke cam tah ape ag ako tnggu la mreka2 shopping bju lak,tgh syok2 lepak kat luwa smbbl mnggu mreka2 shppng,tbe2 ad satu suara yg mmg knai bnyi nyer mnyakan sesuatu kat ako,"kmu nak ape aghoi,g amik pape biar nenek byr,cian lak ako tgk cucu ako nih tade pape dier bli",ngn muke slmbe ako ckp,"takyah lah,tnk pape pon",slesai sudey bli2 bju,mreka pon mgadakn pit stop lgi ket kdai acc,shopping ag kt ctu,nenek bli cincin jed,qis dpt gelang jed,ako lak tertarik ngn rntai kristal yg de kt ctu,nenek ckp"kamu nak??amik lah",ngn otomatik tgn ako laju jer merembat kristal tuh,ngn muke tak puas ati adik pon mrembat 1 lgi rntai yg sme,jdi pair ktorg adik badik,bis wit nenek byr bnda tuh,hahahaha sowie nenek sape suh offer,kan da kna ckup2,tnk bnda murah2 nak yg mahei2,sblm blk tuh tokei kdai tu suh msukkn kristal dlm blng ajaib mreka hehehe,smbl ketuk balang tuh dier de kuwa bnyi ngeeeeeeeee.........(lbey kurg cmni la bnyi nyer)ckup lme bnyi tuh,adik pnye bnyi tak kuat,ako nyer bnyi kuat n nyaring,tokei tu ckp,"haiya ini kristal ada mutut2 mangui looo,ad ong",feng shui la tuh.slps da wat bnda2 ngarut tu suma,ako blk ngn ati yg sonok sbb dpt mnghbiskn wit nenek hehehe.......thnx nenek,len kli offer lgi ehh...

ni la dier rntai nyer ngahahahaha,thnx nenek

hmmmm........

2009-05-24T03:29:00.003+08:00

sebuah tong yg bertali yang mmpunyai cap yamaha ddlm nyer,menatang ni la ako slalu gnakn ntk mendodoikn buah ati ako spaye tdo huhuhu,tpi cne nak tdo,sore ako cam katak,msti ler tak dpt tdo ngahahaha.......

so sweeeeettttttttt...........

2009-05-23T02:55:00.005+08:00

thanx bby,cyg sgt2 seronok,terharu,bhgia,gembira,sng hati,suma perasaan de,besh je bca warkah tuh huhu

warkah buat bby tercinta...

2009-05-23T00:51:00.007+08:00

pic bukti 1 jan(syg sgt2 ngn pic nih)
dear baby....

tujuan cyg menaip ni adlh ntk mluahkn perasaan cyg kt bby,
firstly thnx sbb hdir dlm idup cyg,bby tlh wat cyg gmbira yg tak terkata,sgt2 seronok ble brsma bby,1 jan mmg tarikh yg cyg takley lupakan,detik2 pertama hbgn kita

slma ni cyg tak pnh syg kt seseorg sperti cyg syg kt bby,sblm ni cyg sorg pnggnz,ati batu ganit crptonyte suma de,tpi bby hebat,bby tlh mgubh cyg spnuh nyer,cyg bkn lgi sperti cyg yg dlu,thnx skli lgi bby.

bby...cyg syg sgt2 kt bby,dlm ati cyg nih hnya ad ruang ntk bby jer,ati cyg adlh ntk bby,letak ler ct nurhaliza pon tepi cyg,ngan datuk k skli cyg tendang jauh2,cyg nak bby jer,cyg nak jdi hk mlk mutlak bby.

trasa bgaikn brthun hbgn cyg ngn bby,stiap ari cyg asyik pkirkn bby,evryday prasaan rndu cyg kat bby smkin mndlm,cyg rndu sgt2 kat bby,cyg nak sgt2 brsma bby stiap masa,klo dbri pluang org prtma yg cyg akn cri adlh bby,wlaupon bby jauh dri pndgn cyg,tpi igt bby,bby sntiasa dekat ngn cyg,bby da sbti ngn idup cyg,bby da jdi sbhgian idup cyg,bby ad ddlm ati cyg setiap masa

bby...ngn spnuh ati cyg,cyg ktekan cyg tk prnh mnyesal mnjlinkn hbgn brsma bby,cyg taw cyg byk kekurgn,cyg tk dpt ksi sperti psgn2 lain ksi,cyg sedar suma tuh,ble bby ksusahan cyg tkde kt bby,ble bby ngh skit2 cyg takde ntk mnjga bby,ble bby sunyi cyg tade ntk tmn bby,cyg sering slhkn dri cyg ngn situasi2 cmtuh,sbb tu cyg tnk bby slalu skit2,ble bby skit,cyg akn slhkn dri cyg spnuhnyer,trasa risau sgt2,tpi cyg nak wat cmne,hnya airmta yg blh mmbuatkn cyg rsa lega sketika.cyg ucpkn byk2 trima ksih sbb mmberi peluang ntk cyg brcnta ngn bby,org kate bulan itu cntik,cyg rasa cinta cyg kt bby lgi cntik dan indah.....

cyg syg bby sgt2...LUV U SO MUCH AINA ZAIREYNNA

seyes betoiii

2009-05-22T23:56:00.001+08:00

Lyrics | Scars On Broadway lyrics - Serious lyrics

al kisah

2009-05-22T17:46:00.003+08:00

hrini jumaat huuuuuuuuu......ari yg sgt pns,bgn tdo kul..............erk tak bgn tdo pon,sbb mmg tak tdo,nta pe ako wat pagi tadi,cam tak igt pape jer,hmmm.......nak melalot kat snih sat,cte sal smlm huhuhu

smlm kt kmpg de kndri arwah nenek ako yg ke bpe kli nta lupe dah,tlg2 la org angkat2 idang,serve org smbl msg musyuk2,serve2 smpai kol 11 lebey,kire 11 lebey tu siap la sume,huhu....smbl msg2 g ngan musyuk2 ngh de krisis dunia yg ke lapan belas,hmmm..........redhoo,ati mmg da tak sdp da tyme tuh,mmg nak blk sgt2,bosan dok kmpg,da hentak2 kaki nak blk,huhuhu........ngan muke rilek n takpuas ati blah dri kmpg tu gtu jer,tnggl atok sorg2,pndai2 jge dri yer atok"atok tu da besar pnjg,tkkn tataw jge dri lgik",

afta that blk la follow mr shamshul blk sesame,follow la dier,uuuuu lmbt je bwk,scara tak sgaje ako mnekan mnyk ngn bgitu kuat shngga mningglkn mreka sgt2 jaoh kblkg tak nmpk dah bertiang tnggl huhuhu,ngah sebok2 drift memalm tyme nak blk,ngn cndtion tak bpe nmpk jln
tbe2 lori pe tah dtg,lori taek kot huhuhu.........tlh tacing keta "AEF1223 "yg tgh d driftkn oley ako bumper blkg tnggl,kt tmpt isi mnyk tu kemek skit,nyaris2 lori tak sapu trus ako cm penyapu,klo tak sblh nenek ako duk,mmg kna blk kmpg lgi le ako,agak ketar gak tyme tuh,tpi bwat2 rilek,ngn lju gak ako bwk smbl2 drift,shgga smpai uma,bwk je laju2 knci uma tade gak huhuhu,trpksa tnggu mreka2 smpai,lepak la luwa sorg2,da msuk uma ngn otomatik ako bkk tenet,ym2,smbg blk perang dnia ke lapan belas....redho lgikkk,ym smpai musyuk tdo,huhuhu,pehtu ako tak hgt pe ako wat dah huhuu......bis cita,bersambung mnggu depan hak3

mcm mner??

2009-05-21T14:52:00.007+08:00

tatau nak ckp cmne,rini ako blk uma then ako kna bwk adik blk ke kmpg,uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ako nak dok uma tnk dok kmpg,sgt2 bosan dok kmpg,tpi apekn daya suma pkck2 sdara ako wat tataw je kat bpk mreka,klo ikot ati ako mmg seko2 ako tembak ngan senapang biar mati seko2,idop pon tak gna,bpk sndri pon taley jga,ako sbgai cucu lak yg kna jga atok ako,banggang nak mampos pkck2 sdara ako tuh,diorg pkir life diorg jer,ako pon ade life ako sndri yg prlu ako wat,ako tanak dok kmpg lelame,ngan nyamuk berlambak,line cam beskot kjp ade kjp tade,tv gmbr cam taek,grrrrrrrrrrr.......bosan nak mmpos,yg atok ako tu pon satu,ajk dok uma ako,tanak lak gedik2 nak dok kmpg snsorg,da la tak lrt,sakit2 jntg,jln pown tak bpe btl,pe tah yg de kt kmpg tuh yg dier nak dok sgt,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................silap2 aribln ako sndri amik snpg tmbk dri sndri

uwaaaaaaaaaa........

2009-05-19T17:11:00.003+08:00

gambar yg pling best

rini ako nak kna blk kmpg,kna jga atuk kt kmpg
sblm blk ako ym ngn org yg ako syg dlu kunun nak lpskn rndu sgt2 sblm ako blah kekmpung
tpi laen lak jdi nyer,mgkin ini silap ako jgk,tnk dgr ckp dier awl2,tpi ako mne taw,yg ako taw sblm nak blk kmpg nak le lpskn rndu spuas2 nyer,emmm.......

p/s: cyg slh bby.......cyg mntak maaf sgt2,hrp bby ley maafkn cyg

menunggu....

2009-05-19T13:18:00.007+08:00

sudey ko 1 lebey dahh,msg tade ag uwaaaaaaaa.....mne2,tak bgn ag ker??bgn la pat,msg2 pat
tdi de msg kjp pehtu ilng blk,trasa sgt2 rndu kt dak ni,pe ako nak wat,huhuhu.......
uwaaaa ako tataw nak wat pe da,pat le bgn,rasa ilng stu kprluan dlm idop ako,emmmm........tade idea,bialah ako mrepek2 kt snih bla...bla ...blaa....

Bagaimana Nak Mengenali Pak Pandir?

dia call seseorang untuk tanya nombor
telefon terbaru orang itu.

dia fax surat dengan stem diatasnya.

cuba melemaskan ikan dengan merendamnya
didalam air.

cuba tanya harga barang di kedai dua
ringgit.

study hard untuk ujian darah.

tertinggal bas no 20, kemudian mengambil
bas no 10 dua kali.

fikir kumpulan peterpan boleh terbang diangkasa.

vote untuk Mawi setiap kali astro ulang
tayang konsert akademi fantasia.

Beri ayamnya makan nasi ayam kerana
menyangka nasi ayam adalah makanan ayam.

mengira bilangan penumpang bas
sebelum naik.

ako copy jer ngahahaha....off

bru jumpa

2009-05-19T12:59:00.001+08:00

finally ako jumpa blk blog ako yg lme....ako igt ako pkai email bru ntk wat blog nih,upenyer ako pkai emal lme,email bru tu pown ako tataw da pe nme nyer huhuhu,lme tak mnage blog nih,skrg ako nak pkai blog ni jer ....yehaaaaaaaaa

DiBaWaH NaUnGaN NeBiULa

2008-04-20T06:14:00.002+08:00

Sejak label underground ini ditubuhkan,banyak perkhidmatan mereka yang harus dikenang oleh penggemar muzik metal tempatan.Banyak liku yang telah mereka tempuhi untuk menaikkan taraf muzik underground dihati pendengar-pendengar yang sukakan muzik keras.Nebiula production telah meninggalkan beberapa produk yang harus dimiliki kerana ada diantaranya adalah hasil kreativiti dan originaliti yang mengagumkan.Misi perjuangan Nebiula Production yang utama ialah membantu kumpulan-kumpulan underground tempatan.Dalam penulisan yang lepas,saya menulis tentang sejarah penubuhan Nebiula Production dan pada bahagian kedua ini dibicarakan pula produk-produk mereka yang memberi erti dan kesan dihati pendengar yang tahu menyelami intipati sesebuah muzik.

SIL KHANNAZ (PENDITA GILA ALBUM MINI 1995)

Ini adalah produk pertama Nebiula Production pada tahun 1995 iaitu ditengah-tengah kemelesetan muzik metal dan sedikit menjunam akibat dari muzik alternative yang mula mengubah peredaran muzik semasa.Pada mulanya tajuk asal album mini ini ialah EASTERN BARBARIC SKULLCRUSHER tetapi disaat akhir diubah kepada PENDITA GILA.Album ini hanya menampilkan dua orang sahaja anggota asal SIL KHANNAZ sahaja selepas pengunduran anggota lama mereka seperti Tom Decibel dan Joe Slaughter.

PENDITA GILA adalah sebuah karya yang dinantikan kerana album pertama mereka Conception Of Madness adalah antara nukilan terhebat dari SIL KHANNAZ,tambahan pula ketika itu hanya mereka yang masih bertahan kerana kebanyakan kumpulan veteran Death Metal seperti Silent Death,Senseless atau Braindead telah berpecah manakala kumpulan seperti Infectious Maggots dan Suffercation telah pergi ke dimensi lain dengan corak muzik yang berlainan dari permulaanya.

Perubahan muzik dan imej dapat dilihat melalui PENDITA GILA tetapi konsep muzik death metal masih dikekalkan.PENDITA GILA telah dikeluarkan semula dalam bentuk cd dan kaset,disatukan bersama demo kedua mereka ASSASSIN LED BY BLASPHEMY dalam sesebuah album terhad.Pada awal tahun ini ianya dikeluarkan lagi untuk kali ketiga dengan album dan tambahan dua lagu bonus yang diremix semula iaitu Sinner Burning yang dipetik dari album pertama CONCEPTION OF MADNESS (1993) dan lagu Bara Pawaka dari album terbaru mereka Bara Pawaka.

Ini adalah produk pertama Nebiula Production pada tahun 1995 iaitu ditengah-tengah kemelesetan muzik metal dan sedikit menjunam akibat dari muzik alternative yang mula mengubah peredaran muzik semasa.Pada mulanya tajuk asal album mini ini ialah EASTERN BARBARIC SKULLCRUSHER tetapi disaat akhir diubah kepada PENDITA GILA.Album ini hanya menampilkan dua orang sahaja anggota asal SIL KHANNAZ sahaja selepas pengunduran anggota lama mereka seperti Tom Decibel dan Joe Slaughter.

PENDITA GILA adalah sebuah karya yang dinantikan kerana album pertama mereka Conception Of Madness adalah antara nukilan terhebat dari SIL KHANNAZ,tambahan pula ketika itu hanya mereka yang masih bertahan kerana kebanyakan kumpulan veteran Death Metal seperti Silent Death,Senseless atau Braindead telah berpecah manakala kumpulan seperti Infectious Maggots dan Suffercation telah pergi ke dimensi lain dengan corak muzik yang berlainan dari permulaanya.

Perubahan muzik dan imej dapat dilihat melalui PENDITA GILA tetapi konsep muzik death metal masih dikekalkan.PENDITA GILA telah dikeluarkan semula dalam bentuk cd dan kaset,disatukan bersama demo kedua mereka ASSASSIN LED BY BLASPHEMY dalam sesebuah album terhad.Pada awal tahun ini ianya dikeluarkan lagi untuk kali ketiga dengan album dan tambahan dua lagu bonus yang diremix semula iaitu Sinner Burning yang dipetik dari album pertama CONCEPTION OF MADNESS (1993) dan lagu Bara Pawaka dari album terbaru mereka Bara Pawaka.

AS SAHAR (MEDITATION EMBUN PAGI 1996)

Tidak perlu diragui jika ini adalah karya terhebat As-Sahar.Melalui produk ini mereka seperti telah mendapat identiti sendiri melalui konsep As-Sahar yang bersifatkan kemelayuan/timur,imej Black Metal mangikuti kumpulan-kumpulan senegara dengan mereka (Singapura) seperti Abhorer dan Impiety serta muzik Black Metal mereka yang bermelodi,agresif dan teknikal.Berbeza dengan arah kumpulan-kumpulan Black Metal dari asia tenggara ketika itu hanya lebih meniru stail Balck Metal dari Norway atau Greece tampa memikirkan untuk mengetengahkan originaliti mereka sendiri.Muzik As-Sahar sedikit berubah kerana diiringi oleh proses kematangan mereka.

Asalnya album ini dikeluarkan di Singapura oleh BlackWind Production dengan tajuk SANTAU pada tahun 1995.Nebiula Production mengeluarkanya semula untuk pasaran tempatan pada tahun 1995 dengan mengubah kulit album,tajuk dan tambahan sebuah lagu bonus iaitu,Strool In Kafan.Meditation embun Pagi @ Santau secara drastiknya telah menukar penampilan luaran dan dalaman mereka.Pada kali ini mereka telah meniru jejak langkah kumpulan Langsuir dengan menggunakan konsep lirik ketimuran,berbeza dengan promotape 1993 atau demo kedua mereka Primitively Eastern Winds (1993) yang begitu berpengaruhkan konsep lirik kebaratan.Dua lirik didalam album itu telah disumbangkan oleh BATARA GURU gitaris dari Langsuir.

As-Sahar dahulunya ditubuhkan dengan menggunakan nama yang berbeza-beza sejak tahun 1987 dan mengakhiri nama mereka dengan nama Ethos pada awal 90an.Ethos bukan sebuah kumpulan Black Metal seperti mana As-Sahar, mereka merupakan sebuah kumpulan death/thrash metal dengan lirik berunsurkan politik.Demo sulung Ethos lahir pada tahun 1992 bertajuk Beyond The Reality. Sebelum produk ini diberi nama Santau

(kemudian Meditation Embun Pagi) tajuk asalnya ialah Depressive Moonsoon tetapi apabila Langsuir tampil dengan satu pembaharuan yang memberansangkan mereka telah membubarkan As-Sahar lama mengikuti seperti kumpulan Langsuir.Album ini dikeluarkan semula bersama demo Primitively Eastern Winds dalam sebuah album dalam tahun 1997.Album pertama mereka Phenomistik lahir pada tahun 1997 tetapi tidak sehebat Meditation Embun Pagi.Meditation Embun Pagi juga menyaksikan pemain dram asal mereka Uriel membawa haluan sendiri selepas produk ini.

LANGSUIR (THE EASTERN CRUELTY 1997)

Satu diantara keluaran hebat dari artis Nebiula Production.Dirakamkan pada tahun 1996 tetapi dikeluarkan pada tahun 1997.Ini merupakan dari hasil kumpulan Langsuir yang begitu ditunggu-tunggu oleh pengikut mereka sejak demo Occultus Mysticism ditahun 1993 yang mengejutkan dan membawa satu kelainan dalam dunia muzik underground di malaysia diwarnai oleh orginaliti mereka yang tersendiri.The eastern Cruelty sebenarnya adalah lagu-lagu lama mereka sejak tahun 1993.Muzik mereka pada kali ini lebih teknikal black/death metal dengan kedatangan pengaruh black metal yang mencampuri penampilan mereka.Terdapat sebuah lagu cover iaitu Pontianak yang diubah sedikit melodinya sebuah lagu Tangisan Embun Pagi yang liriknya berinspirasikan puisi melayu klasik.karya ini telah mengejutkan generasi baru underground tempatan.

Banyak kumpulan -kumpulan underground tempatan yang telah dipengruhi oleh album mini The Eastern Cruelty,boleh dikatakan hampir 80% terikut-ikut dengan mereka dan As-Sahar.Album mini ini semestinya sebuah album/produk yang paling ulung pada tahun 1997 setelah proses pengeluaranya tertangguh diatas beberapa sebab.Ianya telah dikeluarkan semula pada tahun 1999 dan disatukan bersama-sama demo Occultus mysticsm dalam sebuah album kompilasi bertajuk Riugnal.Pada pendapat saya demo ini harus dikekalkan statusnya dalam dunia underground dan tidak perlu dikeluarkan untuk pasaran mainstreem kerana ianya salah satu lagenda'underground cult' di Malaysia dan memiliki status klasik.

Lebih bermakna kalau ianya dibiarkan tersimpan dalam dunia underground kerana disinilah tempatnya yang paling sesuai.The Eastern Crulety adalah kemuncak karier mereka kerana selepas ini lagu yang mereka hasilkan untuk album kompilasi 'Ipoh Metal Militant' tidak bermaya untuk ditonjolkan.Sebagai mempunyai kekuatan originaliti seperti The Eastern Crulety,masih ingat lagi sekitar 1997 apabila album mini ini baru dikeluarkan,Shyaithan (impiety) pernah menyuarakan pendapatnya kepada saya bahawa ini adalah keluaran terhebat pada tahun 1997 dari arena ekstrim metal tempatan dan sehingga kini saya masih memengang kata-kata itu kerana ianya tepat sekali.Langsuir mambawakan kekejaman sihir muzik dari timur.

STORM OF NEBIULA CHAPTER 2 (ALBUM 1998)

Kompilasi yang mencampur-adukan kumpulan tempatan dan Singapura.Nama-nama seperti Silent Death,As Sahar atau Heloisa sudah tentu membuatkan keinginan kita 'lapar' untuk kita mendengarnya.Ini dighairahkan lagi dengan lagu-lagu dari Storm Of Nebiula volume 2 yang semuanya dirakam khas untuk kompilasi ini kecuali Heloisa yang dipetik dari album petama.Kumpulan-kumpulan yang terlibat ialah Mistik dengan dua buah lagu mereka yang cukup ajaib,Silent Death kumpulan veteran tempatan,Hail dari Singapura,Mesmerized hasil gabungan Jaie Jokhannaz (Sil Khannaz) dan Jadam (Gorb)kumpulan Heloisa yang ketika itu baru mengeluarkan album pertama Mirror Of Trinity,projek solo gitaris Metallasia yang bernama King Shah,sebuah lagu terbaru dari As Sahar dan rakan seperjuangan dan senegara dengan mereka eternal Throne.

Storm Of Nebiula adalah album kompilasi tempatan kedua terhebat selepas 'Ipoh's Metal Militant'.Ini disebabkan lagu-lagu yang didendangkan belum pernah dikeluarkan dimana-mana sebelum ini dan lagu-lagunya ada yang hebat seperti Mistik,Hail,Mesmerized dan As Sahar.Kulit album Storm Of Nebiula juga adalah diantara yang terunik dari cover album-album keluaran Nebiula Production.Kompilasi Storm Of Nebiula dikeluarkan pada tahun 1998,dua tahun selepas Storm Of Nebiula volume pertama ditahun 1996.Jika ingin mendengar sentuhan terbaru dari kumpulan seperti Silent Death,As Sahar atau Mistik yang belum pernah dikeluarkan dimana-mana labum,hubungi Nebiula Production untuk sebarang pertanyaan.

MaLaYsIaN MeTaL BaNd

2008-04-20T05:32:00.004+08:00

SIL KHANNAZ Tepat pada masanya untuk SIL KHANNAZ membina tapak yang lebih luas di Timur Malaysia kerana album terbaru mereka BARA PAWAKA masih meniti di bibir peminat-peminat dan tambahan pula mereka berpeluang mengambil kesempatan ini mempromosikan album mini PENDITA GILA mereka yang baru dipasaran semula.SIL KHANNAZ lebih dikenali sebagai sebuah kumpulan death metal kerana pembabitan mereka dalam dunia ekstrim metal banyak menaikkan muzik death metal ke kemuncaknya bersama-sama Suffercation,Silent Death,Braindead,Slum Scum,Senseless dan beberapa lagi. Sepanjang karier,mereka telah menghasilkan tiga buah album iaitu CONCEPTION OF MADNESS(1992),GERBANG KAYANGAN(1997),BARA PAWAKA(2000)serta beberapa album mini,kompilasi dan sebuah album live sebelum ini.Kedatangan SIL KHANNAZ ke Timur Malaysia seperti membuka 'gerbang kayangan'untuk laluan karier mereka ke arah yang lebih bersinar dan gemilang.

Vociferation Eternity
Genre(s)
Melodic Death Metal
Origin	Formed in	Current label	Status
Malaysia (Kuala Lumpur)	1994	Nebiula Production	Active
Current line-up
Dark-E - Vocals, Guitars, Keyboards Bentara -Bass (Langsuyr) Adjheez - Drums (Langsuyr) Old-T - Drums (Athotorgh)
Former/past member(s)
Gea Dreamstone - Guitar (Athotorgh) Azmaniarkht-Drums (Langsuyr, Necrotic Chaos)

KuLt Ov AzAzEL

2008-04-20T05:13:00.002+08:00

nspired by blasphemous and blackened metal, KULT OV AZAZEL spit forth their hate towards humanity and religion. The unholy birth cries were first heard in 1999, under the infernal name of Azazel. Hailing from South Florida, Xaphan and Xul decided to join forces, marching relentlessly towards a shared destiny with a grim vision.

June of 2000 marked a turning point for the entity formerly known simply as Azazel. The horde decided to distance themselves from other bands using the same name, and re-anointed themselves as Kult ov Azazel. After the 1999 release of the mCD "Order of the Fly" and various split CD's, which established Kult ov Azazel as an unstoppable force upon the US Black Metal, they signed with Arctic Music Group, ensuring them proper distribution and a good budget with which to create their debut full length. In April of 200l, the much anticipated full length was released. "Triumph of Fire", which consisted of 11 hymns to the forces of hatred lived up to their motto of "No Beauty, No Atmosphere, No Tranquility." It was a manifesto of evil and misanthropy, embodying everything Kult ov Azazel stands for.

In 2002, a decision was made to incorporate a second guitarist along with finally securing a permanent drummer after numerous studio/live fill-ins. With the line up of Xaphan (guitar/vocals), Xul (bass/vocals), Nocturath (guitar) and Hammer (drums), in March of 2003 Kult ov Azazel released their second full-length "Oculus Infernum". Consisting of 8 tracks of profane black metal, "Oculus Infernum" was a testimony of pure anti-christian hatred and blasphemy.

Another lineup change came in 2004 when Nocturath decided to depart the band. His replacement would come in the form of VJS, who first appeared with the group when they co-headlined the "Northern Lights Festival" in Toronto, Canada. November of the same year, Kult ov Azazel embarked on a successful 6 day West Coast assault and upon return immediately entered Nuclear Soundlabs and recorded tracks for two splits "Feast of Sacrilegious Impurity" and "Through War or Suicide".

"The World, The Flesh & The Devil" will be released in June 2005 through Arctic Music in conjunction with Crash Music, Inc. Consisting of 9 tracks of heretical doctrine, comprised of absolute contempt, this will be Kult ov Azazel's most diverse and blasphemous release in their 6 years of existence.

LINEUP

Xul - Bass, Vocals (1999-)
Xaphan - Guitar, Vocals (1999-)
Hammer - Drums (2001-)

Live Session members

VJS - Guitar (2004-2005, 2007-), Drums (2007, Autumn Equinox Festival)
Necrol - Guitar (2006-)
Valac - Guitar (2007-)

Past Live Session members

Imperial - Vocals (2007, Autumn Equinox Festival)
MCoken - Bass (2007, Autumn Equinox Festival)
Vetis - Drums (2000-2001)

Former Members

Nocturath - Guitar (2002-2003)
Hellspawn - Drums (1999-2000)
Von - Drums (1999-1999)

MoRe BoUt CrAdLe Of FiLtH(DiScOgRaPhY)

2008-04-19T06:51:00.004+08:00

The Principle of Evil Made Flesh - (1994)

Vempire or Dark Faerytales in Phallustein - (1996)Dusk... and Her Embrace - (1996)

Cruelty and the Beast - (1998)

From the Cradle to Enslave - (1999)Midian - (2000)
Bitter Suites to Succubi - (2001)Lovecraft & Witch Hearts - (2002)Live Bait for the Dead - (2002/2007)
Damnation and a Day - (2003)
Nymphetamine - (2004)Thornography - (2006)

cradle of filth

2008-04-19T05:58:00.001+08:00

Current line-up

These are heady days for those of us who wear our devotion to metal like a badge of honour. The deafening beast of the dark depths has lived to roar and rampage again and the scene has never been in a happier or healthier state. But don’t be deceived. Metal never really went away. In fact, its current fortitude stems entirely from the bands that never surrendered; those brave, liquor-soaked men whose total disregard for the vagaries of fashion and finance kept them glued to the grindstone through metal’s mainstream wilderness years. Now, as seems wholly fitting, the greatest of these are finally reaping their rewards and hitting new creative peaks as they surge unstoppably onwards and upwards. And, as it was in the beginning, so shall it be in 2006.

Just as the gravel-lined, turd-stained streets of urban England gave heavy metal to the world back in the late ‘60s, so that small country with the big voice continues to be the place where the world’s finest dark metal band rest their weary, alcohol-ravaged heads after another sonic killing spree. Love them, hate them or both, Cradle Of Filth is back again to fondle you while slitting your throat. Thornography has arrived.

Recorded at Chapel Studios in Lincolnshire, England, with renowned metallic production genius Rob Caggiano (Anthrax, Bleeding Through) and mixed by Andy Sneap (Killswitch Engage, Arch Enemy,Trivium) at Backstage Studios, Derbyshire, Thornography is the band’s seventh full-length studio album and their second for Roadrunner. The follow-up to 2004’s widely acclaimed meisterwerk Nymphetamine it’s a scintillating and terrifying collision between the familiar and the unexpected. It’s the dark, destructive and unsettling sound of a globe-conquering heavy metal band at the height of their sick, twisted powers, and the continuation of a proud, priapic and unhinged legacy that stretches back nigh on 15 years.

When Cradle Of Filth released their now legendary debut album, The Principle Of Evil Made Flesh back in 1994, the notoriety surrounding the Black Metal scene – and its spiritual epicentre in Oslo, Norway, in particular – was reaching fever pitch throughout Europe. These legions of the damned and disgusted took metal further into the abyss than it had ever been before, stripping away its worldly concerns and reducing it to a pure and chilling core of impenetrable black menace. Cradle Of Filth were undoubtedly inspired by this sea-change in metal’s ongoing evolution, they had their own plans for disseminating their own distinct, gothically-erotic propaganda and swiftly defined their own left hand path. Their disdain for playing by the rules was startling in its intensity from the very start.

Throughout the ‘90s, Cradle of Filth – led by vocalist, lyricist and crypt-crawling master of ceremonies Dani Filth – beavered tirelessly away, producing a series of peerless extreme metal classics that drew from an endless, dizzying array of inspirations and influences while always maintaining that instantly recognisable heart of filthy darkness. The brutal and brief Vempire mini-album and the lustrous, lascivious Dusk & Her Embrace (both 1996) began to reveal the band’s great sonic range. Later taking into account the slithering concept piece Cruelty & The Beast (1998) and the Clive Barker-inspired Midian (2000) – not to mention their excursions into the visual realm of film and promo– the Cradle Of Filth sound showed itself to be a many-headed creature. It was one that took delight in confounding both the purists and the critics who continually assailed the band’s motives and creativity even as their fan base expanded and their status soared. With a line-up that seemed to be constantly changing – thanks, perhaps, to the cobweb-encrusted revolving door that rumours suggest marked the entrance to the band’s rehearsal space during this period – the music was never allowed to stagnate; fresh blood and its revitalising effects remained a permanent weapon in the boys’ macabre arsenal.

As the 21st century dawned, Cradle Of Filth unleashed the epic, ambitious Damnation And A Day - a sprawling, theatrical masterpiece that has yet to be truly recognised for either its semantic depth or its thrilling levels of metallic artistry. Quietly walking away from a fractious partnership with their previous label, the band eventually found a logical home with Roadrunner Records. It was a match made in hell that spawned what was, until now, almost certainly the strongest collection of songs in the Cradle canon, the mighty Nymphetamine. Wildly varied and as heavy as anything the band had ever recorded, it was widely hailed as a triumph and led to yet more gruelling treks around the world, where their rabid fan base lurks in every shadowy corner waiting for their latest fix of barbaric drama and blood-soaked belligerence.

And so to 2006, where Cradle Of Filth find themselves in the enviable position of being in a league and class of their own. Having long since outstripped the achievements of their one-time contemporaries, the band are now firmly entrenched in a rich vein of form. The current line-up of Dani Filth, guitarists Paul Allender and Charles Hedger, bassist Dave Pybus and drummer Adrian Erlandsson is the most solid and powerful in the band’s career and Thornography is the resounding, conclusive proof. With songs as brutish, bombastic and diverse as “Libertina Grimm,” “Tonight In Flames,” “Cemetery & Sundown,” “I Am The Thorn,” “The Byronic Man” (featuring HIM’s Ville Valo on guest vocals) and a deranged cover of Heaven 17’s ‘80s pop gem “Temptation,” the world’s biggest and best extreme metal band have never sounded so exhilarating, so vital, so venomous…

“There are a lot of characters on this album,” says Dani Filth of the new opus. “There’s no central concept. It’s more along the lines of Nymphetamine in respect of diversity of content, both lyrically and musically. We spent the whole summer of 2005 working really hard on writing the material and making sure it was the best of songs we’ve ever written. Which undoubtedly it is. It’s obviously our best material thus far. It’s far more rhythmic and catchy and easily the heaviest thing we’ve done, especially on the production side of things. And there’s a real retro feel to the record, in terms of style. It’s slightly experimental for us and a lot of people will be surprised I think at the level of diversity we've managed to achieve with this, especially having worked with other musicians and having our first band instrumental included (Rise Of The Pentagram). We started to write and got into a habit of coming up with tons of stuff. Everyone would be working on ideas and we’d pool it all together in the dank confines of our rehearsal room. We kept stirring the cauldron and adding or subtracting accordingly. Thus each song has its own sound and feel in relation to the concept behind each track. And as per normal, it's all in good taste!
For example, Libertina Grimm, (which concerns itself with a haughty little vivisectrix and her dissonant life of crime) meanders through a succession of twists and turns as if to mimic her dark, labyrinthine obsessions with the dead, before finding foothold with a real primal, sex-laden hook. She might be mad, but before all else she's groovy!"

Louder, harder, faster, heavier, darker, catchier - the unstoppable force that is Cradle Of Filth slithers menacingly forward, crushing the opposition and striking warped, blackened glee into the hearts of misanthropes and malevolents the world over. The nightmare continues…may we never wake up!