belated birthday(agak membebel)

sorry ako da lme tak update blog nih,kli nih bru berkesempatan nak update blog yg tak seberapa nih....dksempatan ini ako ingin mgucapkn slamat ari lahir bwat adikku qistina balqis yg genap 3 tahun umurnya pada 28 bln ogos tempoh ari,pejam celik pejam celik,dah 3 taun kamu brada ngn kuarga nih,dlu ako asik ngadap muka yg sorg tu jer,stlh 18 taun ngadap muke yg sorg nek bosan da ako,akhirnya dapat gak ako tengok muke baru dlm kuarga nih.

igt lgik tyme dpt taw my mom ngndung,org yg pling xcted adlh ako,sbb nk dpt adik baru dlm kuarga,slme 3 bln my mom duk hsptl sbb kndungn tak bape nk sihat,mgkin sbb mom sudah brumur kot,jdi dier pnyer kthnn tak kuat,mmg tyme tuh mom djga btl2 oleh kami skluarga,wlopon tyme tuh ako suda bljr d mmc,evry week ako akn blk tgk mom kt hspital brtnye khbr,1st scan doktor ckp kndungan my mom ako lelaki,muke yg pling sonok n bhgie adlah ako,mmg ako nak sgt2 dpt adik lelaki,besh skit nak gado2,men sepak2,ni tak yg pmpuan nih ,sepak skit da nanges,tak kuat lnsg ngahahaha......

dapat je taw yg kndungn my mom adlh laki,ngn penuh xcited ako mncari mcm2 name ntk dberikn kat ayh n mom ntk approval ,but sadly ntk second n last scan kndungan itu adlh pompuan,ape pnyer ultrascan yg de kt spital nih,ley ubah2 lak grrrr.....tpi takpe ako still sonok sbb akn dpt adik baru....dok spital tuh mmg my mom tuh dlyn sprti ratu ler,pe dier nak scre otomatik akn dapat,nyaris dier tak mintak bkn2,mntak kpl terbang ker,kete ferrari ke 8 bijik,mau pengsan ayh ako nak mmbeli nyer.

one day,as usual rutin weekend ako mcm besa,blk dri tmpt bljr,straigh away g tgk mom kt spital,but this tyme lain skit,sbb smpai2 jer ako dkjtkn ngn brita mama kna antr msuk dlm unit tah pe nme tah,sbb doktor ckp kndungan dlm pwot mom tu sgt weak,pratusan nak manage alive mmg sgt2 tipis,tyme tuh tbe2 ako mnjdi sgt2 bodo n tataw nk ckp cne pnye bodo nyer,sbb terlampau terkejut n tak leh trima ngn brita tuh,ako tkt khlngn adik ako yg sorg nih,sume persiapan da dbuat,bju2 suma da bli,tilam yg dtmph,srung2 bntal,sume da de,cma tnggu ntk kuwa jer,mmg sgt2 genting tyme tuh n amat2 sedih,klo adik ako tak dapat make it,lastly doktor mngmbil kputusan ntk inject adik spya cepat matang,lepas inject brulah nmpk perubahan yg kndungan tu agak stabil,effect dier nmpk skrg nih,adess....adik ako sgt hyperactive,penat gak nak jge krenah dier,mcm2 hal dier wat,tpi bes sbb tgk telatah dier ngeee.....doktor da ckp adik yg kuwa nih mmg takkn ckup bln,dier akn kuwa awal...

ari ahd ako blk ke klj,mcm besa lah blk2 lepas mlwat mom ako dri hspital,keesokkan arinyer tyme ako de kls(lab)on monday 28 august 06,ako dapat msg dri adik ako,dier ckp mom ako suda brada dlm operation room,my mom tnk mik risiko ntk branak biasa,dier mntk nak operate,tak smpai 15 mnt ako msg2 ngn adik ako tnye cmne keadaan mom,tbe2 ako dpt mms dri adik ako...

"kite dpt adik pmpuan"

tyme tu mmg ako da merah2 mate nk ngis nnti org ckp ako sawan lak tbe2 ngis tyme kls,angin tade ribut tade tbe2 ngis,mmg pkt batal sume kls nnti,that tyme dah mmg sonok sgt ler ble dpt taw adik ako suda mnjadi 2 org mulai dri hari itu.

skrg adik ako suda berumo 3 taun cpt jer masa brlalu,thnx adik sbb hadir dlm kuarga nih,uve bought us joy n hapiness to this famly.....happy birthday qistina balqis

the new qistina balqis 3 years old already

sabtu

bermula nyer lah ramadhan yg pertama bagi taun 2009,kli nih laen skit puasa nyer,krana ako tidak lagi berpuasa ngn bertitlekn single,kini ako suda ad yg pnyerrr......this is my 1st ramadhan brsma aina zaireynna yg ako syg sgt2....

mntk2 hubungn kami berkekalan shngga ramadha2 yg akn dtng dlm 90 ramadhan ker, orait gak,smpai bebile,taun lepas,ako cuma bgn ordr mknn kt bdk2 klj then mkn,pas2 tu tdo,tgk bdk2 laki len,bgn2 tdo trus kjt awek masing2,ako tgk jer,kli ni ako da de da org yg prlu ako grkkn ntk shur,taun lepas ako gerak sume org,tpi pkai mercun bola ler ahahaha smpai kna maki ngn pkgad,cukup lak tuh smpai last pose stok mercun ntk gerak org,smpai terlebih2 pon de,skli gerak smpai 5,6 bijik mrcun bola dbaling kbwh,pehtu lari2 ttp lmpu bwat2 tdo agagaga,sbb klokna tngkp kna buang hstl trus,mne ako nk ddk klo kna buang...

taun ni ad brpe prubhn,dlu ako brshur n brbka brsma bdk2 hstl,skrg ni dak lgi,ako brbka brsma parent kt uma,sbb ako da duk uma,dlu klo nak shur kna kuwa dri hstl,cri kdai2 mkn,skrg dak lgi,bkk2 je mate trus ngadap mknn,dlu tyme brbuka pon msti kna kuwa crik mnde mkn,bli2 kt bazar,taun ni ntah tataw g,sbb bru strt pose,mkn pon bleh lgi nih sbb bru shur,brbuka pon lom smpai lgik

byk lgi lah prubhn2 pose dlu ngn pose skrg,taun lps gak,asal tnggu brbuka jer okok da siap kt tgn,isap okok dlu sblm mkn or mnom brbuka,taun ni tde la nk wat cmtu,sah2 mamaku tomoi pale cam tony jaa dlm ong bak tuh,mkn siku n ltt ako nnti huhu......

pape pon smoge pose taun ni ako pnuh ler huhuhu....smoge ako gak brbhgie ngn org yg ako syg sgt2 skrg nih,berkekalan smpai bile2 hendak nyer,bln baek nih,mntk2 trmkbol doa ako aminnnn.....

tribute

....memories...

LOVING MEMORIES


12,13 n 14 aribln adlah detik2 yg kutunggu stlah skian lama,akhirnya tercapai gak,huhu...sgt sonok dapat berjln2 ngn tersyg lme oooo tak jmpe misk sgt2,da jmpe lak rsa tnk blk pon de uwaaaa.....kli nih pudu lak mnjadi tmpat bertemu nyer kami huhuhu,dlu kt stadium....byk evnt yg besh2 swktu kami brjumpathnx hunny sbb snggup jln2 ngn b,penat kan tmn b jln2,smpai pagi hunny tmn b,siap jln2 ag,da le jao,uwaaaa.....,14 tu adlah ari yg pling sdh skli,mmg cam dlm filem je tyme tuh,pnuh tragis n drama uwaaaa......b nta maaf hunny,b tak dpt nk lma2 duk ngn hunny..."cyg tak syg bby,cyg nk tnggl bby" sdih sgt dgr ayt ni kuwa dri hunny(ngh sedih2 nih)
uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...............off

hunny de masa g b akn datang jmpe hunny g ehh,hunny tnggu b taw

ble nk brakhir....

adoiii....lme lak rsenyer,ble la nak bis mnde2 nih,please2....kosong je rase idup nih,slalu dgr2 sore,slalu bnyi2 nset,skrg nih,dah,enset pon da mrate duk,nta ad bteri ke tak tuh,mne g pon tataw dah,nk kna miskol dlu bru ley jmpe kot,rndu btl bnyi ringtone nset nih,da tade function da nset....tkpe redho...mgkin prlukn masa,b kasi hunny masa,b syg hunny...snggup je tnggu,asalkn suma nih akn lebih baik dri sblm nyer mntk2 ler termakbol aminnnn.........

world long gone....hmmmm.....

alesana-what goes around come around(punk goes pop)

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to talk about it
Don't want to think about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to talk about it
Don't want to think about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)
(What goes around comes back around)

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told you, baby

hupdate lgik

huuuu.....smnjk ako brenti kja 31 aribln ritu,rsa cm besh je dok uma,mgkin bru2 g rsa besh,sbb rehat2,nnti da lme2 sah2 bosan gak,tpi mgkin ako tak duk uma lme kot,rsa nk keja lgik,tmbh wit,mls nk dok uma lme2,byk gak even tyme ako da blk uma nih,mcm2 de

tyme blk,cm besa blk ngn mrempit moto ngn sgt slo,sbb ari ujn lebat,huhuu,dri penang smpai perak ako dtmani ujan,macih ujan,rajin tmn ako huhuhu.....mmg tak nmpk lnsg ler yg kering,suma lenjun,ngn beg2 lenjun,nset pon lenjun,nyaris tak pape,klo tak tak bermsg la ako ngn bini huhuhu.......nk blk cepat le katekn,sbb nk anto adik blk perlis,da smpai2 uma,mndi2 suma,nunggu ntk anto adik,tbe2 adik ckp blk sok ler,ah pon cuti kan,mleh nk blk awai2,erkkk....sgt2 tensen ako tyme tuh,ngn sakit2 pale,redah ujn nk cpt smpai nyer pasai,alih2 tak jdi,huwagrhhhh....nak je cepuk pale adik tuh kasi mereng,sabo jela redhoo....

ahad....pagi2 da kuwa uma nak g perlis,ngn rsa ngntuk2 sejuk,g la jgk ke perlis,nyaris ayh yg bwk,klo tak mmg dlm kubo suma ddk....da e ngh ngntuk,tpi otw nk g perlis tu tak le plak ako tido,tnggu le msg dri my only tuh,sleeping beauty dier ritu,lme je tdo,nyenyak sungguh....pas2 rest kat gurun,bru le de msg,naris de gak msg my only anto,huhuhu,yokattaaa,ayh gak yg bwk sri suntuk,ako spt le msg lme2,smpai le perlis,tpi tak smpai uma mkteh g,singgah dlu pasar tani nat,bli2 buah,adik jgk yg dapat,sbb dier mnt mkn buah,ako pe pon tak bli sbb ako tak minat,tgk pon tade slera,pehtu lepak le uma mkteh,lepak nyer lepak....ako pon kuwa,snap2 pic,cne nk ksik nihh....mms ler,huhu,mlm tu lak mkteh msk2 yg besh,lme tak pkena dging arnab ngn sepat n puyu goreng,brtmbh2 ako mlntk,sedap jerr.....

isnin....
tbe nyer mse ntk pulang kerumah,pagi2 lgik da kna brtlk,sbb mkteh kja pkteh pon sme,ank2 diorg skola,tkkn ler nak bertaggak kt ctu tade tuan uma,blk lerr.....igt ayh bwk smpai perak,upe nyer skrt jln jer,ako gak kna drive,huhuhu redho,sblm bwk tuh dier ckp bwk dlm 90 ke 100 je jgn lbih,tak dulik,bwk gak laju2,smpai 180 hehe,tak pasan,da nek gtu,ayh tdo dier tak pasan,tkpe,bntai le cane pon,bwk nyer bwk,tbe2 de sore gtaw,pehni jgn bwk da klo ako ade ikt sme,huhuhu....cm org gler,ayh gtaw gtu,ahahahaah dier dok ngusya meter....yelew,bwk le pln,smpai keumah,smpai je uma trus gtaw ayh nk blk kmpg tgk atok,dier pon ckp pegi ler lme da kmu tak blk jenguk atok kamu tuh,then lepak2 ler ngn atok,smpai ptg,bru je nk blk,anto2 msg kt my only pkai no mmbr,nset bteri abis,msg lak ayh ckp nk blk,blm smpt nak bla,de cll suh blk kmpg blk,atok skit dade,anto le plak atok ke spital,mlm gak bru ako blk uma,huhuhuu....lepak2 kt uma sorg2,ayh n mama g spital tgk atok...smlm atok da ley kuwa,nyaris tade pape,mksu la jge dier,amik habuan,lme tak jguk bpk sniri,kan da kna jage kat uma......smlm lak elektrik tade pnye le lame,banggang songgoh,da le paneh,asik2 ngulang ke blk mndi jer mndi pon tah bape kali da smlm...nyaris ptg tu ade je elektrik....huhu

watpe jer rini n smlm,dok on9 je men2 ym men2 tanam2 men2 msg....sgt besh,tade msk pop corn da,tde jge floor,tade shot wit,tpi mish gak ngn kja tuh....da terbesa bgn2 g kja,ni bgn2 da mleh2 huhuhu.....biarkn,nnti nk kja gak....satu ari nntiiiiiiiii

pesbuk.....

adesss.....da create akaun,dok men game lak kt pesbuk huhuhu...mek tnm2.ngape tade men tnm2 org ehh,bela2 antuu ker,bela2 binatang buas ker,ley le nak bela rimao ker,tebuan ker,semut gatai ker...tpi besh gak men game nih,nyaris blm thp traddct lgik,ley le nk men2 mse2 lapang,klo dpt wit btoi2 bes gak....lme sbnr nyer tak update blog,tensen sal tdik pon de,da karang byk2 trus tade letrik,geram jer...