before leaving

sblm brangkat nk update skit kt snih
mcm2 brlaku tyme cti 2 ari ritu,tyme blk ke perak ako mrempit ngn bgitu laju sklik,nak cepat smpai la rsa,dlm ujn lebat ako menredah jer smpai ley cecah 160,meter moto tu da giler gamaknyer,mne la moto taik tu ley cecah 160,pling tnggi pon ley cecah smpai 130 jer,cner ley jdi smpai 160??ntahh ako pon tataw...smpai je ke perak,ako mem pitkn dri kt tepeng,sbb ari da gelap nk mlm,tkt lak nk redah jln blkg yg sunyi n bengkang bengkok cam ula,mte da le tak bpe nmpk nk rempit mlm,tkt jdi pape susah,so mik kptsn brenti dlu,keesokkn arinyer bru ako blk kerumah tu pon agk ptng skit ako blk krumh dsbbkn moto ako kna pkai untk ngngkut,grrrr.......

so ptg tuh ako blk lah krumah,mlm tu plak ako kna travel amik bpk ako yg pulang dri sabah,wahhhh bwk kete sensorg...cm bhye jer,tpi tkpe ako bntai gak bwk,slmber hadap,nyaris prjlnn tu slmt n tade pape brlaku smpai lah krumah,actually lps blk amik bpk ako tuh cdg nk update blog,tpi tak terdaya,smpai2 je uma trus pitam,mgkin sbb cndtion bdn kurg memuaskn...

keesokkan arinyer,sblm ako blk ke tepeng blk ntk pit stop kdua,ako n fmly sempat jln2 cri brg kperluan dapo n adik ako nyer brg kperluan,dier da nk blk arau dah,kjp jer dah 2 bln dier cti,ri jmaat ni da kna blk arau,bljr rjin2 adik,nice try ntk sem 1 dier dpt 3.4,thniah,try wat yg terbaek lgik,sem depan cuba lwn awek abg yer adik dekan tuhh....

pas2 je bli brg,smpai je uma ako trus siap2 nk g blk ke pit stop kdua,ari pon sudah smkin glp n nk mlm,tyme rempit2 lgi skli ako ditimpa ujan yg lebat,smpai tk nmpk jln,bpe kli nk tertunggeng ako pon tataw,jln licin nk mmpos,bhye2,ckp je bhye gtu,bwk ttp tak hingat donia,smpai je tepeng dlm2 bsh kutup tu trus je ako mnghntr report kt awek ako ckp da smpai,da lenjun2 kna ujn,dri ptg tuh kmi pon strt brmsg blk...mmg sblm2 event yg de kt sni kmi slalu jer msg2....mmg sgt2 suka brmsg,sbnr nyer ni la satu2 bnda yg menghubungkn ako ngn dier,ako jaoh n dier pon jaoh,susah nk dpt tgk dpn2,so ngn msg lah dpt ako taw pe yg tlh trjdi kt dri dier,pe dier bwat,sehat ker,sakit ker,mrh,sedih,kcewa suma ako dpt taw dri bnda nih,mlng nyer tk lme kjp jer,smlmn dier tak msg ako,mmg trasa sgt2 snyi,ilang mood,lemah2,blur,otak tk jln suma rasa de,bgtu kuat effct kt dri ako ble tk dpt cntct ngn dier,besar pranan dier trhdp dri ako...nth ler bkk pc pon nk update blog pon rsa cm tde idea je smlm,bkk sje tpi tak wat pape,smlmn ako tnggu msg dri dier,smlmn jgk ako dgr lgu a littel piece of heaven n dear god nih,trasa tnk dgr lgu len dah mlm tuh,nset sntiasa ad kt tgn ako,tnggu msg dri dier,tpi pekn daya,tde msg dri dier pon,then bru lah de 1 msg dri dier...dpt bls skli,then trus snyp blk,ym pon tk bls,da mcm nk gle pon de rasa tyme tuh.sgt2 sunyi,trasa kna tnggl je tyme tuh

mmg dlm 2 ari nih kmi asik gduh jer,gadooooooo....then baik blk,tk smpai shri blk gadoo,lbey kurg de syif lak,siang baik,mlm ntk gado,ntah ler ako pon tataw nk kte per,trima je pe jdi kt dri ako nih,tamo gado2 ngn dier,ako sgt2 tk ske...biler nk baik ako pon tataw jgk,mntk2 le cpt dier ilng prasaan mrh kt ako,smpai sni jelah da byk da ako karut2 kt snih,nk siap2 blk penang kmbli,nmpk gye pgi nih cm kna rempit dlm ujn lgik,agk lebat ujn diluar,redahhh jerrrr....slmber

dear god(4 my luvly hunny)

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again




yellow one:my pray 4 you hunny
blue one:my feeling rite now